you are in it

image extracted from my fav duhling slut, yijuan.

edited by me, hehe.

i cant believe after being her classmate for 3years+ [since sec3] she still dont know how to spell my surname! prolly becoz she always pronounce it as "ferrari" or "ferrero". well, either shes just playin dumb with my surname or she really dont know how to spell my surname -_-. but im wondering why shes got lei-lei's name perfectly! ugh! even ishams names wrong. haha.
funneh, funneh funneh funneh.

hmmm, i think its harmlessly harmless to say that aidas been very horny lately. haha! shes always singin "im hornneh, hornneh hornneh hornneh/so hornneh, hornneh hornneh hornneh" and is always [should i say] keen to talk about those. tsktsktsk. and to think, shes the baby of the class. ouh well, shes a growing child and is in a NEED to learn more about these kinda things. and all i can do is, *chuckle*chuckle*chuckle*. well, yesterday we had a 'girl talk' part one which consisted of only tufha, me and her plus cassan. and today 'girl talk' part two with me, her, yijuan, pearlyn, jiawen and huiting. sad larr, no tufha. she couldve been our example in so many things. haha! thereve been more girl talks but with some boys before actually; but i just cant count how many times. so let me take this as the official.
whatevvaaaaaaah.


sigh. i miss you t-r-u-c-k-l-o-a-d-s too Kris G.! sigh. if only, if only! ugh! soon! soon! okaye? okaye? like 8years time?! haha! crap. ouh well. time will come when i get out of here. and fulfill my to-do-list.

i feel your tight embrace in the cold night, saying everything is alright

within half an hour of my last post, i "friended" back with MOM and DAD. but i still am NOT gonna clean up their mess. hmph! i refuse to. because it took me almost 3days to get it all done. and they just "abolished" it. awww-mah-gaaah!!!

anyway.
jurong east.
that place is pretty stamped-in-my-memory. so many things happened in that place. with a few people. its just funny how weird it feels to go to a place you had memories in and you start reminiscing [when youre at that place at that time]. especially when you seldom go to that place or youve only been there for a couple of times, the recollection is pretty much more clearer or you can even remember, if not all, almost everything that happened in that place. lol. i wasnt actually reminiscing. not even for the past few days. it just came to my mind like that then *poof*, gone. but a month ago, yeah. and i miss the people ive hung out with there.

on a lighter note, Philippine National Basketball team vs Singapore's score: 90—42 today. weeeee. ouh well, filos are good in basketball. like singapore is in soccer. so just imagine SG vs Phil in soccer, haha. the scores gonna be the other way round. ouh well, good game, kababayans.

thank you mom for fixin my fav bag. no thank you [mom n dad] for messin up me boudoir! and i hate kuya for not helping with the house chores, just because hes still in NS; he washes his own clothes all by himself there and hes so tired when he comes home and he just "misses" our helping him and yaddayaddayadda, ergo, we have to do it for him... -_- stupidest excuse that makes you go ~_o when you hear it. o-m-g! yea, true you rarely come home, yet all you do is dirty and mess the place we all friggin clean everyday! when youre supposed to be home, you go out, leave a huge mess and only come home when were all asleep and when we wake up, youre gone again. like wtf. if my NS friends can still help around the house, i dont see why you cant; you lazy, self-centered, squanderer, son of our mom! U-G-H! and all we ask for is cooperation, and my everlasting gifts! yea! i deserve gifts for doing your chores man! you fucking suck, brother! urgh!

*phew*. there. just needed to vent my rage for my animosity in my supposedly-yet-oppositely big brother whom i should say his world revolves around NS, girlfriend and self-luxurious life. i strongly feel he hasnt been a big brother and a son for years, yet mom and dad cant bear to punish him or leave him be; at least financially, even if he takes advantage of it.
gee, i sound so cruel. but its just how i feel. i just feel like putting him in a squatter area in the phils so he can learn how to make use of his time and money worthwhile.

o-m-g. i think i sound so the jiejie/kakak/ate there! ahee! right? right? right? :)

will get there

SHAKA! go sonya! good rippin! sonya balmores. a 2004 miss hawaii teen usa then a 2005 miss hawaii usa is an amerindianishpino american-indian irish filipino whos a hawaiian; a native of kauai and is currently on the show, beyond the break. teehee. shes a surfer. i remember my fave surfer back in sec2, holly beck; whos now a president of international womens surfing and is ranked no.9 in wqs. dank.

i used to do sports alot; [*boasts* self-taught blading at 4, cycling, medalist in hurdles and running, badminton, once in a schools winning basketball team, and a wee bit of le parkour, etc. i was a tomboy! teehee. but ask me to do all that now, itd be hilarious.] i loved the water too and so swam alot when i was a kid; always on the beach every weekend til i enrolled myself in p2 that made me turn away from the likes of plunging into the water; i really nearly almost drowned when coach put me in the adult pool and i suddenly just couldnt pull myself up. i realized its that small curiosity of that puff that weakened my lungs and not be able to hold my breath for long - til now; even if its not in water, i suddenly just get jitters and would not be able to breathe. its kinda like a lost hope for me to do stuff i wanted to do; like water sports. ouh gee, and im old and here, sheesh. but i guess its never too late right? yeah. maybe when im all independent - and i mean all independent, then i can do my "to-do-list"; which involves many adventurous activities. for now, the people who are surrounding me knows i cant do sports as i used to - while those who knew me back then knew who i was. well, well just see how it goes when im older. teehee. and im not about to be dissuaded by anybody who thinks low of me. hehe. gotta keep the spirits up yknow! its one of the many things i planned to invest my everything on; not just money - but really e-v-e-r-y-t-h-i-n-g. see ya citz! shaka!