Thursday, 29 March 2007

hate not

I hate mysiielf!!!! You know huwaaay?![expression eyebrow raised] I told myself that I won’t be late yesterday..and I made sure I won’t be late..but sadly *sobsob* I was…for an hour..do you know?![expression eyebrow raised] I woke up at 740hours to have my bath and I finished only at 1200hours getting ready?! *shakes head in disappointment* [tsktsktsk]. I just don’t know what to do with myself anymore!

After I reached home, I so “excited” I took out the envelope the ITE gave us..and I read every single page and words; then I saw the [specifically] third sheet, number 2 of the ITE College West Rules & Regulations for Students,
“Attendance and Punctuality” - Students are to attend lessons punctually and regularly
- Latecomers for lessons will be REQUIRED to do “CAMPUS SERVICES” on the SAME day.
- The Student Identity Card, which is the ez-link card, will be temporary RETAINED by the staff and returned upon COMPLETION of “CAMPUS SERVICES” on the SAME day.
- [this one not important]

Very scary leh! High school only got detention! Here CAMPUS SERVICES sia..I NO like *shakes head non stop* I just hope that I’ll change lahh… you know!?[expression eyebrow raised] ..when it was 1045h [the time I was supposed to leave my home] and I smsed shorty-style to tell her postpone the timing to 1145..I already was disappointed.. And I felt like I deserved a good bashing up from all the people I have always kept waiting..yes..to YOU people..but you guys were kind enough not to scold me/gimme the bloody-angry-not-happy-wanna-kill-you-uh-Joanne!!!! look or LECTURE me from my late coming..[cuz u know I won’t listen also…keke] I just wanna take this opportunity to say a very small THANK YOU to you people who’ve always been that patient and always tahaning my stewpig late coming behavior and whatsoever attitude/behavior you don’t like about moi..I’m so very SORRY[not] for keeping you waiting..and I hope I’ll change already because I scared laaaa wanto kena buat ape campus-crap-services tu..tak suke tau…

So if there’s anything you dislike about me..[as in seriously] just tell me okaye?! No guarantees that I’ll change la but I’ll think about it..[lol] cheer-eeeeee-yoes people..I just LOVE you.

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