& it's sunday...
time is fleeting..dunoe whether to be joyous about it or not..
yesterday, Ella and i went to Wendell's crib to start on our projects; IWP and VB..i couldn't deliver much..i haven't been doing my best, knowing i can depend and rely on my bestfriend..which is very wrong. hence i can only pipe down when comes to doing work...zzzz. but now, imma do the best i can offer..i don't wanna let the people i love down. *goals and dreams* & my bestfriend's undying effort and support ;D
[i just wish we won't have written exams on subjects/modules we already have projects on =.=" the stress is gonna kill me. i look so malnourished already!]
Ella was allowed to crash at my place for the sake of projects, tahha. awesome! tho, i feel bad i had nothing to let her eat fo dinner & bfast. [sorry i can't be hospitable enough when you're here] i have no fridge kase to stock up food we can cook =/
the communication has died down but the feelings hasn't. not that i want it to be gone...i just need to decrease it so i won't hurt. despite the loads of activities [work =.=] i have, the feelings just sit still there -> <3
i'm proud that my love for him doesn't go away...but i just don't want it to be a 1-sided love later on..when his feelings would fade time and again...it does suck to be a girl...being too emotionally attached and whatnot...aren't we weak after all ;'(
bahhhh! emotions aside, back to work. got my camel ;)
time is fleeting..dunoe whether to be joyous about it or not..
yesterday, Ella and i went to Wendell's crib to start on our projects; IWP and VB..i couldn't deliver much..i haven't been doing my best, knowing i can depend and rely on my bestfriend..which is very wrong. hence i can only pipe down when comes to doing work...zzzz. but now, imma do the best i can offer..i don't wanna let the people i love down. *goals and dreams* & my bestfriend's undying effort and support ;D
[i just wish we won't have written exams on subjects/modules we already have projects on =.=" the stress is gonna kill me. i look so malnourished already!]
Ella was allowed to crash at my place for the sake of projects, tahha. awesome! tho, i feel bad i had nothing to let her eat fo dinner & bfast. [sorry i can't be hospitable enough when you're here] i have no fridge kase to stock up food we can cook =/
the communication has died down but the feelings hasn't. not that i want it to be gone...i just need to decrease it so i won't hurt. despite the loads of activities [work =.=] i have, the feelings just sit still there -> <3
i'm proud that my love for him doesn't go away...but i just don't want it to be a 1-sided love later on..when his feelings would fade time and again...it does suck to be a girl...being too emotionally attached and whatnot...aren't we weak after all ;'(
bahhhh! emotions aside, back to work. got my camel ;)
No comments:
Post a Comment