gahh.

@_@
updating with the bloody bloodshot panda eyes.
been up all night; tossing and turning, playing psp, cleaning up and defragmenting my notebook, fidgeting with the cellphone, reading an inspiring piece in rd, revisiting the loo [time and again], hoping either would just! just just! make me shut my eyes and fall to the perhaps "only" favorite-part-of-my-life; dreamland.
but!
to no avail :(

so i got sofa king pissed, i got up and settled upon practicing packet tracer from the very first page. -_- uhh, well, not exactly the "right" time to practice that since i planned on doin it later...
hyea.
but,
ouh well.

been at it for three hours now, i suppose. and my eyes arent givin up...while...
my body is!
ugh! its like, my eyes are happily enjoying what its "forcing" my brains and hands to do; considering my entire[probably] system has limited patience and is short attention span...gee. a total sabotage. causing me to be wide awake while my body is s-lowly shutting down on me. dayyem.

okaye! finally, after typing some words; wasting energy, my eyes are finally unable to endure the weight any longer! imma knock off and have some shuteye before dad bugs me for lunch.......brunch...