dumb dumb dumb.

how true is it?
how sincere were those words let out?
im so sad i made u feel scorned :'(

i guess i misjudged you.
i guess i dont know you enough to believe the things you said.
...i guess... im bad :(

but if it were real, if my dream of you with you comes true, i would be more than ever be blessed to have you.

*sigh*

i hope i havent lost you, kage :(
[was i being a brat jojo?]
but but but you cannot blame me for thinkin in such a way.
ouh well, if you arent what i thought you were, then my hoping for you to be different, is right.
but ts'all too late - i guess - we both blew our chances, for my telling you that and you backing out...

awwwww...ouhmahgahh...im such a moron

- - i am sorry - -
[its too late to apologize...too laaaate]