As of this second, and for the past few days, all I’ve been feeling were anger, irritation, annoyance and the fire building up inside. I don’t like it - yet there’s nothing I can do, but to keep it inside. The only way I can release my anger is through listening to my music. Not literally MY music. But yes, my music. Okaye…Whutteverrr!
It’s the only the only friend I’ve got when I can’t tell the problem to anyone else.
I wanna thank RV for helping me forget it at least for awhile. At least it was off my mind even with that little time we had. You made me reminisce about the recent past. How I really wish you will come back here and hang out. And you always pray for me! How thoughtful! I miss you kuya. At least I’m always remembered by you and you make an effort to say that you’re always by my side.
Effort - is what we all need to gain something in life. It’s what I haven’t experienced for the past few days. Well, I have, with a few people. But the effort that I’m expecting from someone is the one that really pisses me. I’m sad that it’s gotta be tha way but I guess it’s life. “loooiiiifffeeee…” Ugh..
The stupid Safety Project that I’m supposed to hand in tomorrow.. *sigh* I’ve no inspiration, no motivation to do at all. Plus so many fuckin distractions! Mom callin, aunt callin, small cousins callin, elder cousin callin…all for help! If not one after another, all at the same time! *sigh* I’ve got submission tomorrow, Cisco Test tomorrow, Phase TestS next week and I haven’t done any revision, haven’t read any notes that was given from the very beginning. I have to “tour” my relatives who just arrived yesterday, Monday. I’ve lack of sleep. My eyes are darker than ever. Again.
It’s always like this. One problem comes, and it gets more. It’s like, everything’s just not going well. And I need someone. But there’s no one I can run to. I’m all left behind. But it’s okaye I guess. It’ll all be over soon. I’m really just burned out.
It’s the only the only friend I’ve got when I can’t tell the problem to anyone else.
I wanna thank RV for helping me forget it at least for awhile. At least it was off my mind even with that little time we had. You made me reminisce about the recent past. How I really wish you will come back here and hang out. And you always pray for me! How thoughtful! I miss you kuya. At least I’m always remembered by you and you make an effort to say that you’re always by my side.
Effort - is what we all need to gain something in life. It’s what I haven’t experienced for the past few days. Well, I have, with a few people. But the effort that I’m expecting from someone is the one that really pisses me. I’m sad that it’s gotta be tha way but I guess it’s life. “loooiiiifffeeee…” Ugh..
The stupid Safety Project that I’m supposed to hand in tomorrow.. *sigh* I’ve no inspiration, no motivation to do at all. Plus so many fuckin distractions! Mom callin, aunt callin, small cousins callin, elder cousin callin…all for help! If not one after another, all at the same time! *sigh* I’ve got submission tomorrow, Cisco Test tomorrow, Phase TestS next week and I haven’t done any revision, haven’t read any notes that was given from the very beginning. I have to “tour” my relatives who just arrived yesterday, Monday. I’ve lack of sleep. My eyes are darker than ever. Again.
It’s always like this. One problem comes, and it gets more. It’s like, everything’s just not going well. And I need someone. But there’s no one I can run to. I’m all left behind. But it’s okaye I guess. It’ll all be over soon. I’m really just burned out.
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