Thurr

happiness that may not stay that long

I was quiet the whole day. Since yesterday. Yesterday’s sadness is different from today’s though.

We had a motivational talk this afternoon. I liked the “singin-lecturer” who sang this ITE song with this famous tune. Fuck it’s dank! And the last talker too. He’s funny. Jjjyyeaaahhh! Oh yeah, met Winson [Indian] who came for the talk too. I thought of going home straight after the talk but Sabby pulled me to have lunch at the café. Yaddayadda. Then met the other Winson [Chinese] in the bus. And tadddaaa…

I’m just really in no mood to go further even if quite many things happened. Cuz all I’m thinking of is ikaw, it’s pretty crazy. But yes, that’s how I feel.

Nami-miss kita from the moment naghiwalay tayo kagabe. It’s suchha strong feeling. I don’t know why iba ang dating mo para sakin. Pero anyways, hinde ako pwede mag feel this way because you’re there right now. At baka may mangyari na hinde ko gustong mangyari. Yes, natatakot ako, dahil iba na ang feelings ko para sayo. And I’m just playing safe para hinde ako masaktan. You may think that I shouldn’t be feeling this way pero I can’t help it. It’s pretty scary. Pero gusto kitang i-trust. So fer now, cguro I’ll do my best not to let it overcome me. I’ll let you be and I’ll try not to palagi isip ikaw cuz I’ll just go crazy. Lol.

Well, at least I’ve let it out. Lol. Fuck I'm brainsick already.