Thursday, 23 August 2007

vision

test...today...siala!!! easy siaaaa!!! i "open-book"! *cheater* as always! lol...
nola...i did my homework okaye! so you jealous people out there, GODAI!

ahakz...did i mention i got 86.3% for cisco test on monday? okaye, i just did =p
it's not that high but yea yea, whatever...lol


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hmmm, i don't know...it's pretty daunting...when you have some kind of a special gift...it's nice and cool and all but it can also be a burden if you do not know how to use it and you just keep it to yourself. most probably because what you just saw freaked you out; and telling the others, or the one closest to you, or even to the person who was in your vision would further fluster both you and the person. i don't know if i can handle that if i were to have that gift. i'd most probably just do my best to look out for that person and save 'em without 'em knowing. then they'd either be thankful or they'd find you weird and call you weird...oh well, i'd rather be called weird than having the whole world know my gift [owh wait, i already am weird, hehe]. who knows! some scary people might take me away and isolate me and use me with things they wanna know [in the future], you know!? i don't know...lol...

well, i'm sure there will be a time when you're all set to help the world. most especially your loved ones. *sigh* i wonder..If he had only known how to use it earlier would he have saved his Mom. i've been longing to see and feel my Gramms, Gramps, Unc, and the rest of my relatives who have passed on yet i haven't seen nor felt any of their presences...maybe they think i'm not ready to see them yet. sometimes i really wanna see spirits but i don't think i can take it if i see the bad 'uns...i only wanna see good 'uns...cuz the bad 'uns don't look good...lol...*be careful what you ask for now, jojo* hehe, yeayea, i know...just a thought. but i guess it really is hard for those with special gifts...

we all have our own thang...so yeap! go do your thang cuz JC...you really moved me. well at least you saw her again; and maybe knowing that she's happy now will help you and your fam to move on with life? knowing that she's just there, watching over us...together with Gramms and all.
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Uhhuh! so take good care of your loved ones.

[like she always say;]
fighting:)

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