i won't be that...

sigh. i dont know what to say.
good. not good.
not bad. bad.
't sucks, really.
the feeling.
's like...
toooooooooooooooooooooooooot.

ouh wells.
i don't know why i'm taking this chance even when i'm not ready.
i don't know what i'm feeling but i'm still graspin' it.
i'm doin my best.
i'm not bein' selfish.
i'm struggling.

guys...tsktsktsk.