Thursday, 1 June 2006

my HARD FALL..i let cikgu down [I]

It's been buggin me for quite some time now..I tried to keep it to myself but I just realised that if I keep it to myself, then people wont get me..they'll get e wrong idea..So just gotta pen it down to probably let it out and at least release a coupla my many thoughts goin on in my head!

I can remember how I loved studying..doin assignments..goin school..learnin new things..touchin books..cleanin up mess [in my room of corz]..rearrangin em..helpin out..

I grew up for 7 years of my life..with maids around..doin things for us..for me..
When I came here..my parents told us “we have to do things on our own now.. can’t depend on maids..”..
cuz they realized we won’t be independent then..
Oh how I loved helping my mom out..cookin rice..washin dishes while standing on a chair..vacuumin and moppin e floor with the music on listenin to JORDY with my bro..at an age of 7 & 10..
I think..no..I know..I’m proud to have learned that all..N I knew how well-groomed I’d be when I’m bigger..NOW...
I don’t know why..but as I grew up.. I became lazy..a PROCRASTINATOR..MESSY..laid back[would take things as they come]..[but not grotty!]when before..I was a freak at almost about anything that’s gotta do about cleanliness..and studies..
It’s not what mom had taught me n kuya[bro]..
She’s always been damn friggin clean! She can’t leave the house or stay in the house without cleanin..she’d freak out [aaaaahhh!!!]...
Til today..oh well..~MOMS~!

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