My Malay subject is one..
Ok.. REWIND
“I can remember how I loved studying..doin assignments..goin school..learnin new things..touchin books..” In primary 1..was supposed to take Chinese cuz my folks wanted me to..but the principal suggested that malay would be a better subject for me..at least I wouldn’t and won’t have any difficulty on the writing...of course..I agreed..
I enjoyed learning malay in primary 1 til about primary 4?..den I lost interest.. duno why..
I can still remember how excited I was everytime I had tuition..cuz I couldn't wait to learn new words..sometimes I’d even look at my brother’s assignments and try to answer em..
I can honestly say that I was quite a geek last time..I would touch all books..well, literally not all…
I just loved answering all the blanks on every page!Be it English, Math, Science..WHATEVER!
Loved swimming..piano..sketching..parties[every weekend]..sports[basketball]
I don’t know why..as I grew up..things didn’t make my life..well..funNER..as I thought it would..in-friggin-stead..it made my life..funLESS...
Somehow..somewhere, I just lost it..I’ve no idea when..and how..but yea..I just lost track and 'til now I’m strugglin to get back..
I always tell myself, "I’ll do it. I know I can..and I will..not cuz I should..but it's for my own good future.."
I realised that I’m only good at words..sayin things without doin em..
My words are shoutin way louder than how my actions should be..
I keep reassuring people that ima do my best..not JUST TRY..but DO..
But in the end..well..I..fail...Of course..failure is where we learn..pick ourselves up..do our best not to get back the result that we had..instead..we improve on em..yada..yada..yada..I already know all that..but I just don't apply it on myself..I guess many of us are like that..[oh c'mon...aaadmit it! lol]But yea..so I’m just one of you people..
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