Architect. It’s what I wanted to be before [at least one of my many ambitions]. Like Dadda. Seeing him draw lines and stuff. It seemed easy. But every time he draws lines, it’d take him alotta minutes or maybe even hours to be done with it. And when the whole thing is done, he goes back to every single line again. Chhheeze. I remember I used to help him color; like legends y’know, to tell what that color stands for. Chhhyeeaah!
So anyways, he hasn’t been joining us for dinner for the past two weeks. All because of his project. He’s been going home at 11 every night. And dinner’s the only time I can be with Mom and Dad. *sigh* He’s doing the Integrated Resort on Sentosa. And it’s right after Vivo City. As in after his VC proj, now it‘s the IR. *sigh*. I miss Dad.
I’ve been pretty much showing no concern even with the simplest things like offering him something to eat. I was like, “watching TV, he comes and he “bless”es me then goes back to watch.”
Geez! But last Thursday, I don’t know what came into me and I made him Spam Sandwich. He loved it! And the smile on his face really made me smile three. Though that didn’t happen again til last night. During the weekend, he went to work but decided to come back cuz he said he couldn’t bear to have his day pass without spending time with me! Lol. Awww, my daddy! My lovely daddy!
To be honest, I haven’t been really bonding with him that much. Haven’t gone out with him. And just be his little girl, holding my hand, protecting me from whatsoever. And though he made me feel that he’s been missing me, I haven’t been repaying that until last night when I really thought that all these is for us and he’s still doing his best to be with us. Although now, I don’t know why I feel awkward when he asks me how I am and all. Like I feel so far away from him. *sigh*
Class starts next Monday and I’ll be busy. All of us are gonna be busy. Them at work, him at camp, me at school. Like whoa. It’s real sick to be like this. I just hope that all this busyness will have something good in return. I’m sure it will. Not that I’m askin for rewards. But y’know, at least good health. That’s all I want. HEALTH IS WEALTH. That’s all I want.
Sorry, cuz mom’s got truckloadssa clothes to iron and I NEVER once touched the iron to help. Though I help around the house. She still does the ironing and the laundry and throwing of trash. *sigh* I’m such a useless daughter-of-a-not-bitch. Well, at least I’ve taken a step to become a better daughter. Teehee. Now I’ve to try to be a good student. I don’t want to let them down.
Though, next Saturday they’re gonna meet me adviser. I don’t know what they’re gonna say about me. I haven’t handed in the CMO file cuz it’s still with YJ and I don’t know if that’s gonna affect what the adviser has to say about me. I’m pretty worried. But all I can hope for is good results out of their mouths.
Now, that’s all. Thank you.
So anyways, he hasn’t been joining us for dinner for the past two weeks. All because of his project. He’s been going home at 11 every night. And dinner’s the only time I can be with Mom and Dad. *sigh* He’s doing the Integrated Resort on Sentosa. And it’s right after Vivo City. As in after his VC proj, now it‘s the IR. *sigh*. I miss Dad.
I’ve been pretty much showing no concern even with the simplest things like offering him something to eat. I was like, “watching TV, he comes and he “bless”es me then goes back to watch.”
Geez! But last Thursday, I don’t know what came into me and I made him Spam Sandwich. He loved it! And the smile on his face really made me smile three. Though that didn’t happen again til last night. During the weekend, he went to work but decided to come back cuz he said he couldn’t bear to have his day pass without spending time with me! Lol. Awww, my daddy! My lovely daddy!
To be honest, I haven’t been really bonding with him that much. Haven’t gone out with him. And just be his little girl, holding my hand, protecting me from whatsoever. And though he made me feel that he’s been missing me, I haven’t been repaying that until last night when I really thought that all these is for us and he’s still doing his best to be with us. Although now, I don’t know why I feel awkward when he asks me how I am and all. Like I feel so far away from him. *sigh*
Class starts next Monday and I’ll be busy. All of us are gonna be busy. Them at work, him at camp, me at school. Like whoa. It’s real sick to be like this. I just hope that all this busyness will have something good in return. I’m sure it will. Not that I’m askin for rewards. But y’know, at least good health. That’s all I want. HEALTH IS WEALTH. That’s all I want.
Sorry, cuz mom’s got truckloadssa clothes to iron and I NEVER once touched the iron to help. Though I help around the house. She still does the ironing and the laundry and throwing of trash. *sigh* I’m such a useless daughter-of-a-not-bitch. Well, at least I’ve taken a step to become a better daughter. Teehee. Now I’ve to try to be a good student. I don’t want to let them down.
Though, next Saturday they’re gonna meet me adviser. I don’t know what they’re gonna say about me. I haven’t handed in the CMO file cuz it’s still with YJ and I don’t know if that’s gonna affect what the adviser has to say about me. I’m pretty worried. But all I can hope for is good results out of their mouths.
Now, that’s all. Thank you.
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