It wasn’t much of the closeness that I thought of when I shared something with a friend. I guess it just came out. I hesitated, but in the end, I thought that maybe its worth sharing since she spilled something heavy too. I don’t know if trust was involved, because ultimately, we both told each other never to tell.
Trust has always been that big of a deal to me. Ever since I learned my lesson; wailed, cried and howled like a wounded animal; well, not to the extreme though. I guess you can kinda say that I am now gradually gaining my trust on the people surrounding me. It took me years, and yes, there is still a barrier, and will probably always be but at least it wasn’t as bad as it was before; when I shut myself off from the world, never saying anything to anyone about my life. It made me become anti-social. And they’d probably never understand why and would just give an insensible judgment of me being lame and corny as an anti-social whatsoever. And those are the gregarious people who never spare thoughts for people who are unlike them. Well yeah. Reserved people are more sensitive because they don’t easily trust people and they know who is real and who is the hypocrite. I’m not referring to anyone in particular though.
But anyways, I sincerely hope that no one will tattle the things I trust them never to spill. It’s hard enough gaining my trust in you let alone tell you. But I did. So the least you can do is keep it, bury it.
This not only refers to one person but to the people I’ve told on. Because YOU have my word when I promised. I just wonder how long you can keep it but I sincerely hope you’ll bring it to your grave. Teehee.
On a lighter note, I miss you people. I miss the yesterdays. Every single day that passes, in fact every single second that passes, is a moment to be treasured. For these are the things that will help us through in life. Be it good or bad. We may get hurt but it actually strengthens us. I may complain and whine and grumble and carp in my posts but hey, it’s just my way of letting it out! At least I do get better afterwards.
Trust has always been that big of a deal to me. Ever since I learned my lesson; wailed, cried and howled like a wounded animal; well, not to the extreme though. I guess you can kinda say that I am now gradually gaining my trust on the people surrounding me. It took me years, and yes, there is still a barrier, and will probably always be but at least it wasn’t as bad as it was before; when I shut myself off from the world, never saying anything to anyone about my life. It made me become anti-social. And they’d probably never understand why and would just give an insensible judgment of me being lame and corny as an anti-social whatsoever. And those are the gregarious people who never spare thoughts for people who are unlike them. Well yeah. Reserved people are more sensitive because they don’t easily trust people and they know who is real and who is the hypocrite. I’m not referring to anyone in particular though.
But anyways, I sincerely hope that no one will tattle the things I trust them never to spill. It’s hard enough gaining my trust in you let alone tell you. But I did. So the least you can do is keep it, bury it.
This not only refers to one person but to the people I’ve told on. Because YOU have my word when I promised. I just wonder how long you can keep it but I sincerely hope you’ll bring it to your grave. Teehee.
On a lighter note, I miss you people. I miss the yesterdays. Every single day that passes, in fact every single second that passes, is a moment to be treasured. For these are the things that will help us through in life. Be it good or bad. We may get hurt but it actually strengthens us. I may complain and whine and grumble and carp in my posts but hey, it’s just my way of letting it out! At least I do get better afterwards.
Ouh…and yeah, doode! Stop treating me like that, I'm not yours. Quit it already.
And you. Doode, don't waste your time, you won't get anything from me. Aren't you tired?!
And you! Doode, don't be over-sensitive. Geez!
And you. Doode! Stop already if you think you can't give me your time. Because you only appear once in a blue moon then disappear again! Like whatthefuck?!
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