if one day i have to leave,
i only want to say, thank you.
please do not anticipate everything to be
the same again when im back,
not unless you want me to feign,
which will only make everything shoddier.
i am still somewhat-terrified of what may happen.
i do not like the words you divulged
because i feel you arent even certain when you expressed that.
im not taking any more ventures
and no more investing,
for it is so over, period[.]
i dont want to be duped again
though i still care.
yet my concern is only limited to, as a person,
no more than that,
not even as a chum.
youre still a someone in my life,
for you have left a very big, rather deep mark in me,
throughout the years,
which makes it tough for me to just erase the dreadful moments.
but because weve also shared the good times,
the unpleasant ones arent enough for me to just abandon us.
i will not try,
i will do my best.
thank you.
i only want to say, thank you.
please do not anticipate everything to be
the same again when im back,
not unless you want me to feign,
which will only make everything shoddier.
i am still somewhat-terrified of what may happen.
i do not like the words you divulged
because i feel you arent even certain when you expressed that.
im not taking any more ventures
and no more investing,
for it is so over, period[.]
i dont want to be duped again
though i still care.
yet my concern is only limited to, as a person,
no more than that,
not even as a chum.
youre still a someone in my life,
for you have left a very big, rather deep mark in me,
throughout the years,
which makes it tough for me to just erase the dreadful moments.
but because weve also shared the good times,
the unpleasant ones arent enough for me to just abandon us.
i will not try,
i will do my best.
thank you.
~~silly-me~~
aww, so cute, haha! butbutbut, that was from the veryvery, bottombottom, insideinside, deepdeep, you-cannot-see-one-confirm-guarantee-with-chop of my heart! i know! im like shuuuweeeet like that. cuz im dank thats why. and you like right? i know...not. bluek! hurhurhur. and puhleez, do not relate this to yourself just bacoz you think its about you, shameLESS you! harrharr.
haiz. im missing people. need not mention names, i think its mutual. you miss me, i miss you. but i think most of the time, its just YOU missing me, without me missing you back. ahakz. yarr, dont argue because i will not care cuz i n-e-v-e-r care.
for now, i WISH that someoneS will bring me Hari Raya cookies. i miss ros and ree and i-dont-know-who-else for sharing their Raya food with Joanne. ahakhakhak. hmmm, maybe i will give yall christmas cookies too. but too bad there aint such things for me. harhar. but maybe larr!
okaye, i L-O-V-E the weather tadday, so sunny, perfect for beach-ing. i just dont strip to bikinis thats all, because i dont have a hawtt-enuff body to flaunt. and i dont swim either bacoz, one, i dont like the ground, got the that thing arr...and two, i cant swim that well. but i CAN swim okaye! shut up you!
and okaye i will mention some of the people i miss but of whom actually, terribly miss me more than i miss em, teehee. deedee the big momma dino, feeda the crazy not-little-but-big sempret, ros the i-dont-know-how-to-describe-you-for-now but i love u, sabby the little-but-big-that-one makcik, emmm, lee the big guy, wan my crush haha, samster the nicest boy in town, thiru the whatever [you and sab were talking about me! yesterday!!!! hmphh!], ree the ass-i-also-dont-know-why-i-called-you-that, okaye, if i go on, i will fall asleep. but yes i miss more people aside from these mentioned 'uns. and yes i truly am the shameLESS daughter-of-a-not-beytch. im SAD because i didnt get to see the pizza delivery boy just now bacoz i was hooked by my show, shatewpid! i am crazy-dancing now.
aww, so cute, haha! butbutbut, that was from the veryvery, bottombottom, insideinside, deepdeep, you-cannot-see-one-confirm-guarantee-with-chop of my heart! i know! im like shuuuweeeet like that. cuz im dank thats why. and you like right? i know...not. bluek! hurhurhur. and puhleez, do not relate this to yourself just bacoz you think its about you, shameLESS you! harrharr.
haiz. im missing people. need not mention names, i think its mutual. you miss me, i miss you. but i think most of the time, its just YOU missing me, without me missing you back. ahakz. yarr, dont argue because i will not care cuz i n-e-v-e-r care.
for now, i WISH that someoneS will bring me Hari Raya cookies. i miss ros and ree and i-dont-know-who-else for sharing their Raya food with Joanne. ahakhakhak. hmmm, maybe i will give yall christmas cookies too. but too bad there aint such things for me. harhar. but maybe larr!
okaye, i L-O-V-E the weather tadday, so sunny, perfect for beach-ing. i just dont strip to bikinis thats all, because i dont have a hawtt-enuff body to flaunt. and i dont swim either bacoz, one, i dont like the ground, got the that thing arr...and two, i cant swim that well. but i CAN swim okaye! shut up you!
and okaye i will mention some of the people i miss but of whom actually, terribly miss me more than i miss em, teehee. deedee the big momma dino, feeda the crazy not-little-but-big sempret, ros the i-dont-know-how-to-describe-you-for-now but i love u, sabby the little-but-big-that-one makcik, emmm, lee the big guy, wan my crush haha, samster the nicest boy in town, thiru the whatever [you and sab were talking about me! yesterday!!!! hmphh!], ree the ass-i-also-dont-know-why-i-called-you-that, okaye, if i go on, i will fall asleep. but yes i miss more people aside from these mentioned 'uns. and yes i truly am the shameLESS daughter-of-a-not-beytch. im SAD because i didnt get to see the pizza delivery boy just now bacoz i was hooked by my show, shatewpid! i am crazy-dancing now.
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