Emm...
Happy Thanksgiving.
Turkeyless.
in fact, no celebration at all.
work work work -_-
but anyways, it really isnt a catholic event.
i did, however spend the day with the class. i think its our third official class outing, while its my first; since i missed the first class movie outing and the chalet. ahee. as i dont like changes, im still known for being a ditch-er. although i didnt today, coz actually some ditched us, saying theyre goin, theyre goin and ultimately, they had other plans. o_~ i already know how it feels like being ditched. although its fun when i ditch people, lol. it sucks to be me. hmm, im pleased to see that there are some improvements among the quiet and timid ones in the class. though i feel that some are still reluctant to join and are aloof with the rest, or maybe just towards me? haha! i should break their ices harder! and deeper! lol. deeper bebeh, deeper! nyahahahaha!
on to the 7th week of 2nd sem, and im already detesting school! well, since first week, frankly speaking. all because of networking. fucking module. nothing ever goes into my head. ive nothing against gremars teaching nor esthers; the problem lies with me. i dont know why my brain just dont wanna save the informations being fed or downloaded into me. its... shtewpedd! and visual basic too! the only lesson im enjoying is computing maths. omg! puhleeeze dont fail me on that one! im loving it, so dont ruin my joy! and to think, im plannin to take networking in my second year! and already, my performance is doin disappointingly unsatisfactorily! and at the rate were goin, from having to know the smallest part of the computer to making it run, is really makin me go berserk with all the sheyts about computers! time is really passing soooo fucking fast and the lecturers are just teaching for the sake of teaching, making sure theyre either ahead - or on time with the schedule, not bothering whether or not, we fucking dig their every word is driving me insanely off the deep end! its whats makin me slack, lose interest, fall off track and divert my time into something i enjoy more. i get either so lethargic or restless. ugh! i feel i really need to repair my own computer; upgrade my RAM, flash bios, and processor. i feel like im still running on a celeron. sigh.
Happy Thanksgiving.
Turkeyless.
in fact, no celebration at all.
work work work -_-
but anyways, it really isnt a catholic event.
i did, however spend the day with the class. i think its our third official class outing, while its my first; since i missed the first class movie outing and the chalet. ahee. as i dont like changes, im still known for being a ditch-er. although i didnt today, coz actually some ditched us, saying theyre goin, theyre goin and ultimately, they had other plans. o_~ i already know how it feels like being ditched. although its fun when i ditch people, lol. it sucks to be me. hmm, im pleased to see that there are some improvements among the quiet and timid ones in the class. though i feel that some are still reluctant to join and are aloof with the rest, or maybe just towards me? haha! i should break their ices harder! and deeper! lol. deeper bebeh, deeper! nyahahahaha!
on to the 7th week of 2nd sem, and im already detesting school! well, since first week, frankly speaking. all because of networking. fucking module. nothing ever goes into my head. ive nothing against gremars teaching nor esthers; the problem lies with me. i dont know why my brain just dont wanna save the informations being fed or downloaded into me. its... shtewpedd! and visual basic too! the only lesson im enjoying is computing maths. omg! puhleeeze dont fail me on that one! im loving it, so dont ruin my joy! and to think, im plannin to take networking in my second year! and already, my performance is doin disappointingly unsatisfactorily! and at the rate were goin, from having to know the smallest part of the computer to making it run, is really makin me go berserk with all the sheyts about computers! time is really passing soooo fucking fast and the lecturers are just teaching for the sake of teaching, making sure theyre either ahead - or on time with the schedule, not bothering whether or not, we fucking dig their every word is driving me insanely off the deep end! its whats makin me slack, lose interest, fall off track and divert my time into something i enjoy more. i get either so lethargic or restless. ugh! i feel i really need to repair my own computer; upgrade my RAM, flash bios, and processor. i feel like im still running on a celeron. sigh.
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