4th day

*SIGH*
fuck.

the SUDDEN changes.
very motherfucking unexpected.
don't know why.
ouh gosh.

ENLIGHTEN me!


i just hate this motherfucking feeling.

and to make things even worse, it just had to show me the rumination...right beside me.
like what-the-fucking-hell.
FUCK.


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i feel unkempt.
i was pushed away three times in a single day by a single person.
what the fuck am i doing.


are we havin' some mutual feeling of...?
don't ever hesitate to tell.
today's just sooooo fucking different.
fuck, really.
so much for doin' my part...it all went down the drain.


i guessed you didn't hear clearly. i SAID at the counter when you asked me what i was doin' there; he's Thiru, my bestfriend. and i think your reaction was you understood because you nodded or at least some kind of reaction that you understood. unless you were too busy or something that you just gave me some kind of response to show me you got what i was trying to tell you.
anyway i wanted to introduce you guys to each other. but too bad...you didn't give me the chance.