hmmm...
"cute marching songs"...
reminds me of his deep voice on the phone.
gahh. why did i have to read that!
it's all gone - really, but i don't get why it still lingers in my system.
i know i know...it's not a computer system where you can just delete it permanently...but still.
sigh.
i just freakin' hate the feelin' everytime it takes my mind back to those times. stupid, really.
~
12th was the night,
19th, the night i would've preferred to have said it personally; if you only knew.
finally? but maybe i just need another reassurance that may possibly be the answer and that could make me happier and that could take away the pain i still have left...was this how hurt i was? shux, really.
but hey. i guess it's all good - i HOPE it's all gonna be good.
you are gonna make sure it'll be good right? although i'd rather hear you'd "make sure it'll be the best"...
well, you will, won't you?
~~
you know, you really are a wonderful person and i am just uberly grateful to have met you. those chats we had and still have...i still keep in mind. when you told me you'd never want your future-wife to work, i knew the type of guy you already are. i'm still moved by the moment when you told me you felt your money and time was all worth it with me. and then, hearing you say you want that type of girl, i was really very ecstatic. i mean, what else can any girl or lady or woman ask for in a man who is almost so perfect for them? who wouldn't want someone like you; who's willing to take care of someone you love rather than you being the one taken care of? you have poured out your love and care to the people around you, i know. i may not have seen, but from your past grumbles about the friends you sincerely cared about, i know, really.
i may JUST be your friend. but i know, i'm very blessed to have a friend like you - yes, i mean really blessed. you already know i love you. and you're one of the best things in my life.
and i really hope, someone comes to take care of you like you take care of all of us; the people you've taken care of.
i know it's too early for that prayer, but hey, we don't need the right time hoping and wishing for something, right? heehee. i really mean it. :)
"cute marching songs"...
reminds me of his deep voice on the phone.
gahh. why did i have to read that!
it's all gone - really, but i don't get why it still lingers in my system.
i know i know...it's not a computer system where you can just delete it permanently...but still.
sigh.
i just freakin' hate the feelin' everytime it takes my mind back to those times. stupid, really.
~
12th was the night,
19th, the night i would've preferred to have said it personally; if you only knew.
finally? but maybe i just need another reassurance that may possibly be the answer and that could make me happier and that could take away the pain i still have left...was this how hurt i was? shux, really.
but hey. i guess it's all good - i HOPE it's all gonna be good.
you are gonna make sure it'll be good right? although i'd rather hear you'd "make sure it'll be the best"...
well, you will, won't you?
~~
you know, you really are a wonderful person and i am just uberly grateful to have met you. those chats we had and still have...i still keep in mind. when you told me you'd never want your future-wife to work, i knew the type of guy you already are. i'm still moved by the moment when you told me you felt your money and time was all worth it with me. and then, hearing you say you want that type of girl, i was really very ecstatic. i mean, what else can any girl or lady or woman ask for in a man who is almost so perfect for them? who wouldn't want someone like you; who's willing to take care of someone you love rather than you being the one taken care of? you have poured out your love and care to the people around you, i know. i may not have seen, but from your past grumbles about the friends you sincerely cared about, i know, really.
i may JUST be your friend. but i know, i'm very blessed to have a friend like you - yes, i mean really blessed. you already know i love you. and you're one of the best things in my life.
and i really hope, someone comes to take care of you like you take care of all of us; the people you've taken care of.
i know it's too early for that prayer, but hey, we don't need the right time hoping and wishing for something, right? heehee. i really mean it. :)
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