awww, i cannot believe i'm here...
i'm so amazed by how i got here.
i'm in love with a guy i never liked...
nor was i even attracted to in the first place.
well, we dated, we hung out...
and to be freakin' honest,
throughout that period...
i never once had feelings for him.
although i DID see the potential...
hmmm, we USUALLY go through the phase of liking someone...or falling-in-LIKE BEFORE fallin-in-love right? right? right?
well, not for this one...
i struggled...i hung on...i gave it a shot...
i didn't wanna be the quitter that i am; that shuts people out when i see there ain't hope for us both to be together. "sorry, i really don't think there's EVER gonna be an 'us' "...
well, frankly, this is what i've always thought AND felt with this guy.
YES...really, really.
but freakin' hey!!!
it paid off...i gave him the chance to like [or love] me...
and look!
cupid's arrow hit me so fuckin' hard that i'm head over heels in-love with him.
awww.
i ponder about this every night...
and i remember what i went through.
and i thank God...
yeah, yeah...ya'll'll be thinkin that maybe it's too early to say these kinda things...
but y'know, sometimes you just have to put faith and trust in something...
well, i'm not saying "in ANYthing"...but in SOMEthing you think will be worth putting those...
the first few days that i got to know him...i already knew he's a very good guy...but i just didn't feel anything for him...nothing...
but i'm like so freakin' thankful, grateful, glad, appreciative and...whatever more words you can describe fo that feeling for emmm...givin' me that faith to have faith in someone.
i mean...i think it's an improvement alright...
unlike before when you just have flings...
and besides those flings you still flirt with others...[flings and flirting are different].
sheesh. ouh wellz. whatever that.
hmmm, but on a LIGHTER note...just like any other guys, he can be an asshole y'know...hahaha. sheeesh....*rolls eyes*...guys...
i'm so amazed by how i got here.
i'm in love with a guy i never liked...
nor was i even attracted to in the first place.
well, we dated, we hung out...
and to be freakin' honest,
throughout that period...
i never once had feelings for him.
although i DID see the potential...
hmmm, we USUALLY go through the phase of liking someone...or falling-in-LIKE BEFORE fallin-in-love right? right? right?
well, not for this one...
i struggled...i hung on...i gave it a shot...
i didn't wanna be the quitter that i am; that shuts people out when i see there ain't hope for us both to be together. "sorry, i really don't think there's EVER gonna be an 'us' "...
well, frankly, this is what i've always thought AND felt with this guy.
YES...really, really.
but freakin' hey!!!
it paid off...i gave him the chance to like [or love] me...
and look!
cupid's arrow hit me so fuckin' hard that i'm head over heels in-love with him.
awww.
i ponder about this every night...
and i remember what i went through.
and i thank God...
yeah, yeah...ya'll'll be thinkin that maybe it's too early to say these kinda things...
but y'know, sometimes you just have to put faith and trust in something...
well, i'm not saying "in ANYthing"...but in SOMEthing you think will be worth putting those...
the first few days that i got to know him...i already knew he's a very good guy...but i just didn't feel anything for him...nothing...
but i'm like so freakin' thankful, grateful, glad, appreciative and...whatever more words you can describe fo that feeling for emmm...givin' me that faith to have faith in someone.
i mean...i think it's an improvement alright...
unlike before when you just have flings...
and besides those flings you still flirt with others...[flings and flirting are different].
sheesh. ouh wellz. whatever that.
hmmm, but on a LIGHTER note...just like any other guys, he can be an asshole y'know...hahaha. sheeesh....*rolls eyes*...guys...
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