yesterday & yesternight...was an outpour of despair.
i know not what had gotten into me but i know i still intent to mend the bruise i have caused both of us.
it will take time.
please, give me time.
for time heals everything, they said.
i want to learn to love myself again first...
before i continue to love you again...
i still love you so much...
but i wanna transfer that excess love for you ['so much'] to my own soul first.
i'm still lost.
most of the things i'm doing is out of heartbreak.
the happiness i get from the people around me is temporary...
due to lack of self love, perhaps.
i've learned to depend my felicity on the people around me.
i wanna learn to trust, love and believe in myself once more.
it may take days, weeks, months, even years.
but i hope you'll still wait.
inform me, if you can't.
i'm just lost.
i need everybody's guidance.
your guidance.
show me you still care...
"no regrets, just lessons learned."
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