pain

sigh. okaye. so he's totally taking me out of his life.
days back...he still had our photos in his 'Profile Pictures'. now it's gone. and cropped. =.=
then lesslie...
what a fucking weigh-down...
just feel like really goin' off already...

i feel like Saturday's chat was useless.
even if God knows i didn't lie much to him...
and i was brave enough to be guilty and i came clean in the end, it's useless.

the more i see disappointing things...the more i'm really gonna retaliate...it's just not helping me...it's dragging me further down.

love is unjust.
the emotional pain i feel is like death...
i'm havin' thoughts of it again...
it's crazy but... 2nd heartbreak from a Filipino guy i gave my everything to. even more than my 1st love...
just too much.
i'm givin' up soon.......
it's gonna be a real goodbye.
don't be surprised if one of these days...
;'(