Was 1/2h late for class. Jo was patient when Yi Juan and I came in.
Jo [me]: Goodmornin Jo!
Jo [her]: Good morning! Okaye, let’s just give our friends here some time to do this. *smiling*
[she‘s real cool]. She then gave us this card-size paper which has a word on it and we were supposed to draw out our expression of the word. Mine said “PATIENCE” [lol]. I already thought of something but I thought it should be something diff than that so it took me time to think how I should express it and I couldn’t think of any so I just went ahead with my first thought. So I drew. Then she showed it to the class and said that it was cute of me to do that *NOTE* [she said cute] [lol] I guess that’s the only first thing that’ll come into my mind whenever I see the word patience.

PE! I was thinken whether or not to play. But when I got there, I just got all hyphy and did the hyphy movement even if I wasn’t feeling well…ooooh ahh loooveeet! Played badminton with Idah, Merv, Ting Long? and Hong Lei. Twas cool. Was gonna go home when sab called out me name so I looked, then went to the loo [lol], came out, still all sweaty, came to sab’s table awhile, a lil “I miss u, I miss u too”s then Merv came down, I bought Green Tea packet drink and headed home together with Hong Lei.

HOME: was resting and planning what I was gonna do til I decided to chill with Julie…lol..JULIAN dear. Was late. As usual. Gee. But all’s well. Enjoyed. Had dinner at KFC cuz he was cravin for that new thingy on the block while I was cravin for that crispy chicken [only KFC]. Then went to buy 3roses for his momma [which I was suppose to give last week but didn’t] then went to his place chill awhile then he brought me home. He was pretty sad about what I said but dew! It’ll only be for a day! Just a day! We can doet! After that, if all’s well, then we shall resume. Otaye?! I know it’s hard fer me too, saying all those stuff but it’s both fer our own gewd! And you knowet! I miss u.

reunion kiss

Yay! I didn’t attend class today! I was sick. Slept til 12pm and I woke up still feeling giddy…but I forced myself to get up. Took mah brunch and chilled here at home til around 5 then I took a bath and chao-ed to Lot1 to meet FEEDA, DEEYANA and AYEESHA! Eh, how come their name got the “EE” in the middle of their name?! I no-have! Never mind, mine’ll be JOANNEE or JOWEEYN [hey that’s cute!] yey! I just created a new nickie fer mie! Now u can call Wee, ahakz! A lil weird, but I loooiiikke!

Aaanyways, I think I was the first one to arrive? Or was it mummy? She was sitting down at the that side…then she saw me [she didn’t recog me at first but I guez it was how I stood or the shoes I wore or whatever] then she came in fronna me and I was like “eh why got ger stand in front of me wan?!” then I looked at the face and I was like “mummmy!!!” or did I say “aiiishahh!!!” okaye, whichever! Then she gave me the kinda-left-over Kinder Bueno choc cuz she said I was always late and since I was surprisingly early, she thought I deserved it! Nola, it wasn’t left-over, she saved the other half. Kaye, then I saw Aada and Dino then when they approached “ahhhhh!!”…yeah, we were kinda screaming like gay gals. Lol! Went to McD at first then they said they wanted KFC, so we went, but full house, wanted to go back McD but Ice said that it may be full already so we went to LJS; full house but we waited anyway. Kaye then they ordered first, and sodidai when Julez came. Yaddayadda…then we chilled outside..., they all fuckin s***ed! And I was there, bein a good gal, sniffin all that they released from their asses and their asses. Those asses! Lol. Am I GOOD or wat?! After that went to take NEOPRINT! Hahaha. It’s been ages!

Anyways, ‘twas a kewl reunion! I just missed y'all.

Kiss with a virus! Lol..and he didn’t mind! He’s suchhen ass…I loooiiikkee. Maybe cuz I'm DANK like that!

ditch bitch

Didn’t do much today, just did a brief write-up on the Safety-at-Work Project then ditched school. I was feeling unwell and still am. Caught sore-throat yesterday after eating chewing gum, I dunno what’s the connection but jesh…I caught it anyway and now I’m havin runny nose. Wadddda! I kinda like-don’t like it? Like it’s nice to be a lil sick ‘cuz then I don’t have to attend class and not nice cuz I duwanna feel like this! I hate the feeling! Plus I can’t cuddle cuddle cuz I duwanna pass my virus [awwww] I know, I’m sweet like that.

But anyways, I wish that they’ll give me already. I’m so so big now. *I’m a big big girl in a big big world, it’s not a big big thing if y’all GIVE me. But I do do feel that I do do will make you proud, maaaaake you prouuuud.* I mean I’d feel way better bein open right? Sighhhh…

Anyways, cuzzin’s goin back on Thursday already. I hope He’ll have better plans fer her. I haven’t been a good cuzzin, pretty bitchy [lol] but ye know. I’m DANK like that. Ahakz!

and Julez likes it!

HAPPY 51st BIRTHDAY MOMMY

SONday

My Sunday started out kinda hyphy til I was asked to help out with the house chores; which I of course resisted and in which of course, I got scolded for [jeeperz]…buuuut! Of course! My hyphy sidda me made everything well again! And yeaaaap!

Well okaye, so here goes. The night before: dad IM-ed me from their bedroom, askin whether he can give his gift to her already. And I was like “noooo, not yeeet! Why can’t wait for tomorrow til kuya comes then we give’er one bye one….” and then he agreed. Sunday morning: I was bombarded with my mom’s wake-up call, [she sounded happy!!!] she kept wakin me up! I was really damn exhausted from the day before. *grin* I woke up, went to their room and saw UZAP! No wonder she was all stoked..dad already gave her the gift! [spoiler siaaaa] Anyway, that was when the *hyphy movement* came then got scolded for not helping out then I did the *hyphy movement* again til I took a bath and got ready for church. Kuya and Brendz came, pizza came too and none of the couple touched the food cuz dada, momma, ate and I weren’t there with them [lol, how thoughtful] So then 3 of em joined and finally started. I didn’t join cuz I was busy groomin, lol. Ate and I went to church, leaving the 4 of em behind. I met Julian at church and after the mass, saw Philip too. Was supposedly to go to Julian’s bbq just to greet his momma but I cancelled last minute cuz I didn’t wanna let ate feel OP. ouh wellllz *sigh*. [see I’m also thoughtful!]

Monday! The usual, classes. Then went to ECP to accompany ate for a job interview [so far, zilch]. Julian tried to get outta the camp but couldn’t; I guess it’s cuz he was so drunk last night that they allowed him to book-in this morning only and him tryinna get out again just ain’t fair anymore. ‘tsokaye!

Me got sore throat larr dey! I think it was all the blowjobs! Hahaha..okaye that was gross. I can never imagine myself doin that. C-H-E-A-P… AAAAnywayssss…I just wanna get well soon! It’s 1920 and I wanna rest but ate’s invaded my bed! *Gaaaash!*

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY

there

My day was normal, fun - was supposed to meet Julian at 11 to chill at his place but i only took a bath at that time. Hah! Just went to Harbour Front, was supposed to watch moveey but the timing's pretty late so we just had lunch at Secret Recipe, walked around, chilled at one place, did a lil shopping with him - for him, then headed back to CCK for me to attend a Bday parttey. Didn't stay long. Met up with Julez, brought me home, chilled awhile before i went home-home. Pretty lazy to really elabo on things - just so the damn eggjossted.

i'm happy with you

just like you are with me! [lol]

happy ass-ache

Wellow! Friday! Was excited to go school cuz of Josephine’s class. Woke up and was about to grab my stuff for shower when I heard noises - of many many, pretty heavy, kinda maybe drops of rain. [lol] Opened my window and tadddaaaa! trees were swayin as the winds blew, makin…Bah! So yeap! It rained! Aiyyyeeeerr then must bring umbrella, jacket, bag…but didn’t laa, of course! The rain got scared of me so when I came outta the haoussa, no more rain! *cheeeeywaaa, hallermak!* Was caught in a traffic jam! Dayyym! Then at Clementi area, the bus driver lowered the AC temp! wtf sia! cold sia! I was wearing shorts and PE shirt lei! I reached around 845. Anyway! Josephine was “caught in the traffic” so lesson was cancelled [rigggghhht! She probably just attended to her business life! She’s a business woman u see…2 jobs and she likes it. *sigh* just don’t jeopardise our lesson la! Must learn tau! Bloody hell. Ouh but she‘s a cool person, really]

Chuchuever that. Just chilled in the canteeyn til 930, getting to know the others that I’ve not known that well yet [lol]. Only Dave la…our monitor [he’s an airforce guy I think?!] so yep! Then PE! I didn’t wanna work out or play but but I played badminton anyway. With SiSi, Merv and dunno who. Twas fun. I was DANK! haha. Shu’up for the rest of u who are saying “yaaaa righhhht”. You are all just jealous and I really played well! : P went home!

Home: took 3 hours to get ready! Haha! Met Julez at 6+ went to BK Cineleisure and waited for ages for the others! Nurul and Sab were the only ones there plus Julez and I. Yee Lyn, TJR and Amin were late. Shahir and Mel then came. Yadda yadda yadda then headed home. Then the rest of the time was with Julez. I was really tired like that. With my heels [gotta look tall..wuehhe..] and my assache! Haha. I’m funny! Okaye whatever…

Happy 18th bugger

lol! watever....*chaka*

Olaaa! Ahakz! *corny* : P…Aaaanywayyyys, just gonna update on my past few days of absent-blogging [whatever u call tha].

Wed
Didn’t go school cuz was so the damn eggzosted the night before; stressing over the stupid assignment given to us. So yes, I ditched school and woke up at around 10? to continue the assignment [actually told mom my class starts at 2 when I had class 8-1. Then told her that it got cancelled and that I’m meeting up my 2 classmies to do the assignment] lol..I know…D.U.M.B! but whatever! I went to Julez’s house to chill and at the very same time finish the assignment [yes! I did bring the assignment there] then went home around 830 then yadder yadder yadder.

Thur
Ouh! For the very the first the time! 3 groups of my class ate to-the-gether at the café. Wait, lemme just name em [A: yi juan, hong lei, xin long, mervin, ying hui, me, B: zaki, sham, firdaus, reuben, C: atiqah and iza] daym! Im gooooood! Well, 3 people were MIA : B: ziki, zai and C: thufa. Ahakz! I’m so proud of myself! Considering my having a memory gap : P Anyways, I hope we can all eat to-the-gether more often! Ouh and I’m also happy to say I pulled em! Weeeeeee… whatever! *chaka*

Went home then out again to meet Julian [was late for an hour, as usual…*chaka*]. Had lunch at Cavana, Causeway Point, met 2 OJT filas there. Whatever… Then headed to Taka to meet kuya Arch and Brendz to buy gift for momzie [Motha’s Day & Bday; 15th] They already bought ‘er a BLAZER and a TOP. So we had dinner at Pepper Lunch first then looked for my gift fer her. Took me a long time to find the right one. Got pissed off and we ended up buying her a black bag, [hahaha! I dunno what signature siaaa!] not the color I was lookin for but whatever. Right after we stepped out, Metro Paragon pulled their [wajja call that? Shutters uh?] down. Ahhh, then headed to CCK, pick kuya’s bag at Brendz’ place then took a cab, dropped Ju then home!

Theeeen, tadaaaaa….. Whatta pretty long-short day. But I was stoked about it and I’m still really stoked. The day was wonderful yet the time’s jez never enough! Waddda!!!! Well, tomorrow’s another day fer me! School then I dunno then tadaaaa! Sigh. I’m tired! Bummed out! Gonna hit the sacks! So yeah! Just a shout-out: I miss you people out there! Whomever you may be! I miss you. Hahaha. G’nyt suckerrr-fuckerrs. [sorry about that, teehee]

what a bugger

Stressing over a small assignment that was given to us to do for a week. Probably because I’m still the same procrastinator that I was back in Sec Sch. But anyways, I’m doing my best. Ouh! And and! I was not late this morning! *sigh* it’s a big thing fer me!

I’m glad my bugger called me [931pm]. Thanks fer greeting my momma, and ur welcome for me greeting yours too. And sorry I didn’t say much. Lol. But yea, twas nice talkin to you againners. Emmm, I feel old! Gone our separate ways and all..though I know it’s all so so normal. But yeah, I guess sometimes I just seek the behaviour, childishness, times I had in Sec Sch with lazy asses! *bummer*

Anyways! Sorry to some, for I’ve’nt attended to your messages and chuchuevers. I’m just rushing. Lol. I’m making it sound like I’m totally busy sia! I am! Cuz I could’ve done this during the weekend but I had events I had to attend to. This week especially! So to the freaken’ busy with neverending plans. I noticed every year, during this time march onwards, so many invitations. Lol. Chuchuever! I gotta get back to my assignment! Cya!

Sleep tight! And juz let ‘em bite.

emmmm...

Emmm, I’d really like to thank Thiru about the Friday thingaay. I say you’ve done it well and look! We’re still the same! I may not have been that vocal or showy about how I felt but deep inside I’m happy because you’ve let it out so you don’t have to act all weird anymore and I’m still gonna be that feelingless creature I’ve always been. Throughout the years I still can’t believe that the person I hated soooo much became my guy closest friend. [I don’t use “best” for some reason]. I’m happy to have really found a friend in you.

For the past month, I’ve been havin good companies with a few Johns. *cheekaaaye* and I’m not sayin that I’m proud of it buuut, I loiiiiiike! *muehekz*

For the past week - I’ve updated! Hahaha. Mutual Admiration, Mutual Interest, Mutual Friend. Whatever you call it. It can get radical but to others it may sound or look bad. Emm, I’ve noticed things in me that can either be a good thing for my party and the other parties or bad for me and my party. Bucchanoe what?! I’m just going widda flow! I’m not being pushy, I’m not controlling, I'm not waiting, I'm not hoping. I’m just chilling! *shivers* At least, now I’m just hangin out with someone I feel light and comfy with. Nothing goin on at all so no jealousness involve please!

C’mon! let’s hang out okaye?!

ichikura

Emmm, was late for an hour for the group work with Yi Juan and Firdaus yesterday. I felt like they’re mad or something cuz when I onned my lappy and was waitin for them to give me the thing to type, they were just there busy doing the thing like I wasn‘t in their group. Lol. Whatever.

Fast forward >> met Julian Karlo aka Julez aka Jay the Mr Slow! Had lunch at Ichiban Boshi, chilled then brought me home. After that, went to out for Gabe’s party. Twas okaye, Funny Baby was there, some kind of a clown but he wasn’t like the clowns we usually see; or at least he just had no make-up on, the hair and the red nose thingy . He seemed funny cuz the kids were enjoying though it was that lame. Lol! Went to Lot 1 to bring ate Richelle around then met Jay and he followed us. Lol. *What a plan!*. Ate said he’s a PLAYBOY! Haha, I kinda agreed but I still have yet to getta know ‘im better. Okaye okaye, then we just strolled around Lot 1 then he brought us home. Tito Alex and wifey was chillin here, tita Kat didn’t turn up. Lol! Then my night life! *kabeeeeeeyyynngg!*

Today!
Feast Day of St. Joseph’s Church. Met Julez/Jay and sis, Klaris. Mom just bought some from the Filo stall [she didn’t even buy any from others! Waleeeeooo] kayez, had lunch at Sakura. Then headed back home cuz momma’s gotta go to work so yep! I ironed her uniform then hung clothes [such a helpful kid]. Well, I couldn’t have done that without hiphop muxic! I was grooveeen to the musseec! And my moves were DANKinnn! Y’all haven’t seen mah moves yet! [ahakz] $100/show! Aight aight! So that’s about today, afternoon. Cuz I’m dayyynk lyk thayyt yoo!




I’m so happy I met my favourite friend on Friday! After I met Thiru and just before I met Julez. I so so love her! I love u!

I miss ate GER GER! Ahakz..she’s the betch! And I love her! Okaye lah. I love myself so much more than I love them. Lol! Bye suckkaz

spidey

Finally had our 1st lesson of Life Skills, Lecturer was great, Josephine; looks fun, she wants us to call her Jo [too], lol. Then had PE, yadayada...

After school, headed to Causeway Point to meet Thiru to pass him his report book. Fell asleep in the bus til the Interchange then a lady woke me up *embarrassed*. Whoa, who knows! I could’ve been sleepin with my mouth wide OPEN! “aaaah…” Lol, I’m not like that. I was actually half awake/half sleeping [what's the term for that agen?!] but I thought we were still far away, bloody hell!

Thiru and I chilled at McD’s while waiting for Winsy, Nureen and Siva. They were gonna catch Spidey. Then I went to Jurong East Entertainment to meet Jay, the Mr SLOW!! I decided we eat at McD’s cuz I was craving for THEIR fries [funny, not even LJS or KFC’s] but I was also craving for BK’s burger. We bought the tix to Spiderman [he watched it again for my sake, lol], then went to the Lib to chill a li’l while waiting for the moovey to start. T’was okaye, twas pretty dank like that. He then brought me home. And then and then….Godai uh! Imma go watch my teleseryes now! Bye!

bleh

everything just gotta suck! but owh wells...i'm soooosoooo sorry. ugh! me and my sorry ass. i just hope that next week will be okay. okaye, i duwanna say about tomorrow or else it'd just get screwed again. haha. i think whatever plans i write here that hasn't happened yet will eventually not happen. wadda?!

went back to CDSS, met mdm Fatimah, had a lil chat. then met papa RAJ! i'm happy to really see him. father figure. i remembered, before, when we had a lesson in the canteen and he asked why my nose was flat [lol], i told him that he's alot like my dad, and he was flattered. [awwww]. met papa HOE, didn't know where he put the report books, took some time to search for them. reunion! 2016! mark that off your calendar kayez?! ummm, just not sure which date though. WAIT! make it JUNE 19 2016. yeeeeaaa! i should tell him that! lol! mark that off your calendar peepole!

WHEN: JUNE 19 2016
WHERE: somewhere in EUROPE [yet to decide which country]
TIME: dinner time
DRESSING CODE: girls: preggy clothes
guys: whatever la...

kayez..i'll crash!

ho-hum ba-dum!

Ey Pete! Thanks for the wake up call again, haha, my new alarm clock! I was just a lil late for class then kena scolded by u, lecturer was late whaaat! Pete said he’ll wake-up call me cuz he loves hearin my sleepy voice [cute right?! Nono, sexy right??! Hahaha, jk!]

Class was okaye. I prefer MME to CMO. Got to know Jazzy’s bro, Jay [he’s so makulet!] and John from NUS [lol opposite my school] through MSN. After class, we went to Sim Lim, it was a ho-hum task; walked around, just takin brochures after brochures, didn’t even ask any of the…waja call those?! Well, yeah, those people. Then went to dad’s office, the new DPA office in Marina Square near the SuperBowl or something; took his Nets to buy epass for my ezlink. [Yupyup!] Met Jay at CCK awhile then head home! My headache’s a killer! I slept til 9.

I think I’ll cancel tomorrow. I’m sorry. I just don’t wanna go tomorrow. Imma go catch a movie. Sorry uh!

Kayez..gotta crash! Cya.

Belated Happy Labor Day

My plans today were screwed…AGAIN! - as always [rolls eyes non-stop!] People backin out, buih-ing, havin otha plans, ditching…wait, is this KARMA?! Now I’m the one always getting ditched…Anyways, I already cancelled the movie with Pete and too bad, my loss. Cuz I cancelled with the guys too… stupid you! Anyway, imma watch it with Kuya next week, with Brends probably.

On the contrary, I enjoyed every single moment I spent with Arch here at home. After his gym, he went home to wash all his shoes; well not all but yeaah. The sweetest thing was, he washed my shoes too and Dada’s. In all, he washed 6 of his, 2 of mine, onna dada’s and my bagg. You know that black bag I used in Sec Sch? Yeah, tha’ one. My fave la! The straps already comin out but I still like it like that! *Loooveeettt* cuz it’s soso rad…like ate GEN like that..hahaha [u loiiikee right!?]

Watched Superman, requested by cuzzie Rich, then she fell in love to death with Brandon. I’ll never get sickka watchin Superman over and over cuz of the person I’m watchin…he just melts my eyes. His face is like animated, he’s hott like that.

Ummmm…I wanted to practice my photoshop lesson but I just had no mooooood like like like I don’t know why. Why uh?! From last week sia. Nono, more like Sec Sch *sigh*. And I told myself I’ll not bring that kinda attitude into my new school and here I am, doin that same old thang. Awwww I miss 5/1 already. And my bugger, Shahir. My class ain’t that fun like 5/1. They’re kinda quiet, toned down and what-the-ever! I envy Sab’s class, but whatttever. I’ll just concentrate on my studies and be noisy like I am.

Anyways, after dinner, I hung my bag that kuya left in the toilet after washin. Then I saw his shoes, and mine. Then I looked at my shoes again; it’s still deerrrtyyy! Waaaadddda?! Like as if he just brushed it within a minute like that! [waleeeeoooo] and I wasted my saliva saying “thank you” to him! I coulda just swallowed that saliva! [wahakz!] I’ll just wash it again.

I got to chat with the mean slash gansta-wanksta slash crazy slash babysitter slash skimmer slash Tanner’s baby slash I-don’t-know-what Genn. Though I didn’t get to talk to the bitchy Gen tonight. hah! I luv her. Like a real sister like that.

And I’m not tired! Why?! I hate it…then I’ll have trouble wakin up tomorrow. I still have to go SIM LIM with YiJuan and Firdaus for our assignment. Waaaddda?! Can I not?! I’m like all lazy. I don’t even wanna go to school. Can I ditch school?! I just want my forever-vacation days! And I’ll just go to school whenever I feel like it and stay dumb! Haha. Bummer..

I’m gonna watch Sun Shine with Pete on Thursday but I don’t feel like stayin out til night la. I still got my show! If I cancel the report-book/O-cert-taking with Sab, Dee and Thiru, they’ll be like “eh! Walao” but confirm they’ll still go. Stupid morons. Then I’ll have to resched lah. *sigh* what a busy person. I’m sucha Dweeb. But I’m dank like that! Agree or agree!

Okay lah, Imma hit the sacks. I’m not tired but I’m just forcing myself. Ouhk! G’nyt friggs. I love you, you, you, aaaaand….ummm…you.

just today

0502h: "if you would just coome back to meee, i would be so glaaad..."
[phone rings]

*shockked*
*clears throat*

"heller..."
"ah hello, wake up 'ready uh..."
"orh...wake up 'ready....imma go bath now, thank you."
"oh ok..go bath now"
"mmm, bye"
"ok bye"

*ends call*
*ZZZZZZzzzzzzz......*

*knocking and voice heard*
*looks at time*
*shockkked* [0545]
*hit the shower!*

~,-" [geeee]

Peter! so so thank you for the morning call yeah...so so sorry for dozing off again but but i'm still thankful you gamme that morning call...would've woken up later...

was late for 10/15minutes, school was boring, excited to go home, no reason, earphones went dead on me, bonkers-kazongkers, fucked up, finally reached home, house in a mess, not giving a fuck, onned TV, onned lappy, got in my birthday suit, had sting ray with sambal for lunch, multi tasked, offed TV, hoping they'd be home LATE! , wishin i can be alone, wanna be alone, missing my life before april 9, hiphopping, let's get to bed naw...betch! [word! heh got from u]

bye suckkaz

ps. pardon my news headlines. i noe it's so totally lame. i fired all the editors and journalists.
Kambing, thank YOU for makin my night, and midnight!

NTGIF

NTGIF!!!

my plans that i've planned a week ago today were ruined. [geee!-whiz!] i was pretty miffed about a message Glenny sent Thiru that made me lost my cravings and appetite for Billy Bombers. i won the bet but in the end i guess i just can't bear seeing him pay for that much,… but then again, a bet's a bet! and dear Glenny, u will fulfill it somehow!, somewhen! u must u must! for you are a guy with balls and is not afraid of losing bets!

i'm so very the sorry to Feeda and Hafiz and the rest for not going. yeahyeah stupid excuses and I DO regret…really I do [and you're probably rolling your eyes right at this moment just as you‘re reading this]. And yeah, Aada really was fucked up with me and Dee until she sent me that kinda message…[wadaaa…] believe me, you’re just not in my position that’s why you can say that. Ouh wells, but I do hope Apiz’s celebration will still go well. I miss you guys and I hope that we’ll still hang! We will we will!

Went back to CDSS to take our ‘O’ Cert. Had a pee [that I‘ve been enduring since…bah! never mind!], picture taking and oh oh oh! Look what I found in the foyer!

[Geeez…] I guess he’s not a frog prince… he’s fake! That’s why he became like that… I think he was hopping towards the other end but he only managed to hop 1/6 of the foyer ~.-’ oh well that’s what happens to pirated things! [LMFFBBASO]

Wanted to meet Apiz at lot1 to pass him his gift and at the same time, chill with Diyanot, Glenny, Amin, Shyukur but it got cancelled [like it always does! Ahakz…] Those fuckers weren’t really in the mood of hangin out so I decided to just go home! Went to the grocery store to buy cucumber, cheese and cocktail picks; took me 10minutes to choose which cucumber to get and even called kuzzie to ask how to choose the right one [yeah yeah, im a dummy! I loooiiikkee!]

Reached home and talked to her like nothing happened and the funny thing she said was “eh?! Did I say we’re ‘bate’ already? Kase ur speaking to me na” [waadaaaa?!]. He came out to watch “Maging Sino Ka Man” and he sat on the long couch I was lying down in and I laid my head on his lap and he was tickling my ears and she said “u see…those two…” [ahakz…] she’s no idea how much I get jealous whenever she…never mind. The important thing’s we’re okaye! I love you!

Sooo, really! That stupid Glenn still can say “thank God it’s Friday!” …like…. To hell with you…and all your friends[singing] cuz of u la! My TGIF became NO thank God it’s Friday…once again, I’m blaming YOU! your fault! always is... :P

Oh I’ve got some HEADLINE NEWS for you guys!

“THE BUZZ!”
1st headliner- “THIRU, an ANOREXIC?!” [he’s grown too slim!]
2nd headliner- “GLENN, the total ASS?!” [yupyup!]
3rd headliner- “DIYANA, the Big Momma/MPS/DINOSAUR…now a NURSE student?! And she’s handling Thiru and Shyukur with her ever seductive LIPS! “kiss me till your lips bleed” [ooohhh…she hott! jowk…I luv u gerl]
4th headliner- “AMIN, the beast! We finally know ur weakness!!! [ur just the BEAST NO MORE! We know how to shut u up!]
5th headliner- “SHYUKUR, the quiet, timid guy…now a REBEL!?” [okaye that’s just totally lame]

It’s 4 now…cya!

dear me,

after school, i hit the gym with mervin for like an hour. ouh and and it's actually 7pm now and i still havent hit the shower and my body's all sticky and stinky! i loooiiikkeee!

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i knew this would happen...way before she came i already predicted the changes. and what just happened just proved me right. i even told her about it but i guess it's nature. i never wanna do something to make her happy anymore. but that's just ridiculous because that's never gonna happen. i'm too weak to do that.

last night ate gen came online and greeted me with a "dood i miss you" while she was in school 1020h [texas]/2320h..she made my night after something happened to me.

i don't know if i'm just being over sensitive but i guess if you were in my place, you'd feel the same way.

i'm fubarred today..since morning! ...went to school with a primary/current schoolmate and he so so bore me to death! all the things that were coming out from his mouth were all baloneys! and bulls! and he's such an air-headed son of a fucktard! i guess he doesnt have a girlfriend...nobody would want him anyway.
he asked about my timetable and the time i'd finish school and each time i answer, he'll beat me to an earlier timing and and he commented on my shoes! like why i was still wearing school shoes..like heller! it's an off-white color and i love this shoes even if its in tatters i'd still friggin wear it!...gawshhh...i swear i could've slapped him already but i just didn't want to start my day off badly.

school was fine but i got raged again cuz some people kept me waiting and were giving me a hard time talking to them. not just one but 3...it's stupid! but yes..nevermind, i guess it'll be bettter tomorrow. it better be. and no i'm not gonna be dumb enough to entertain people anymore when it's so so not appreciated at all. and it's plainly ridiculous!

and goodbye!

french guy

fuck a duck! the aroma of french fries just gave me the craves...[oh duhhhleeen] crinkle or waffle cut [mmmm..yummy...] if i still have the craves tomorrow then i'll...oh fattt me! 'sokaye cuz i'm workin out again and i think i'm a lil motivated, hehh [nah, it's not the guys..well, i guess you can say that.. :P] i dunno wussap'nin to me...but i'm still loyal..hah!

i saw a guy in the bus this morn'n; he boarded the bus at YISS bustop and we caught us exchanged glimpses twice at each other! he looked chinese and i thought he's a JC guy and i was hoping he kinda wasn't! i wanted him to be in the same school as me. but as he neared [he was standing and i was seated just a seat before the door] i saw his uniform and he was from ite! so i thought, "aight, maybe he's from clementi but i was hoping he's from dover! hah! fugg]

forward>>
clementi bustop..he didn't go down..so i was relieved! [phew,hah like real] we went down at our bustop and i thought that that's the last time i'll see him..[ye noe..crushes..haha..fades away fast] i saw him in the canteen during our break and he was with malay guys so he's not chinese! [dang..i don't want malays anymore...i mean for a "someone"..i want a chinese or a filo or a eurasian..lol] ouh wells...

Gen

i've missed kuya arch since he left for taiwan for a month's training and all i wanted to do when he comes back is to kiss him! and i did that while he was sleeping after he just reached home from taiwan on tuesday morning before i left for school.

last night, we hung out in my room with the kids while the rest were watchin movie then we fell asleep on my single bed [we ain't that fat!]

on thursday, kuya's ex, geralyn, messaged me on my first friendster account; i was surprised cuz it's been ages and she still remembered me! i remembered her leavin for US and my bro was sad, they live in brownsville, texas. anyway, we contacted one another, together with kuya [lol] we all miss each other. and usually when it comes to my bro's gfs, i become very nosey and i know the gals he's been with and the stories behind em. muehekz..and i think so far i only love a few of them..ahakz..ate Gen said she missed me i miss her tooo..oh wells...i love u guys!

game over

Hmmmm….the game was supposed to start at 830 if I remembered correctly, but due to the rain, it got postponed…we were at the hall, waiting for the counselors to organise us..and it took them 2+hours to organise and start the motherfuckin game! [geeez] We won the 1st game..but the second game was a fucked up one; imagine us competing with guys whose size are as big as teachers plus there are also two bloody FAT guys lor! As in as fat as hakim siaaaa…then there were only 8 players in the opponent team while our team had 10, and the stupid counselors told us to either 1 of our players to go the other side or 2 playas go out of the team to be fair…like HELLO!!!! Isn’t havin mothafuckin BIG playas FAIR enough to compete with small playas with just one extra playa…was so effed up la, they’re so unreasonable, they don’t watch what they’re gonna say man..so dumb freaks…haha..ok..I feel like im so affected by everything liao lah..but its true anyway. It’s S-T-U-P-I-D stupid! And the players don’t have good sportsmanship; they look up to themselves too highly til can reach heaven lidat [whatever; rolls eyes 360degrees nonstop]

Anyway, I think I made TWO HIIIUUUGEEE mistakes just now. dumbass freak me...

And I already have a solution about the feeling stuff in my previous post…

the feeling

Dear you,

Today was the official first day of our lesson…but tomorrow we’re having Games Day so no lesson! [Weeeeee…keke..] Nothing much happened, learned new things [duh]. During ou practical lesson, merv and yi juan were sitting together and there wasn’t a seat left for me cuz I just came back from the washroom so the teacher told me to go to the back, but merv was bein a gentleman so he decided to go to the back instead. So yijuan started teasing me with the isham guy [he’s really not that hansem nor cute its his hair and goatee that gives attraction]. I just took it lightly and I made friends with him and firdaus and atiqah. Trivia: isham lives at jelapang too…[rolls eyes]

Anyways, supposedly I was to go gymming with glenn-glenn but I “purposely” forgot to bring my stuff cuz I was quite in a hurry so YJ suggested to just eat at jurong so we did. Tho YJ had another beautiful day today [haha..from ydae leh! Skali tmr oso hav!]

I felt a funny feeling when I woke up just now and I’m not sure whether I’m supposed to be feeling that way. It’s flattering yet wrong..[sigh] I just don’t know what to do for now…

cca

oooh...second day was ok, met newer friends n class; sze min, farina, dave, pearlyn, idah, hong lei ISHAM!!! i was quite noisy oredi..since yesterday while the rest were like zombie lidat! haiyeerr boring uh...

anyway, my CCAs are INSPIRE CLUB [which consist of acting/dancing/singing/emceeing/rapping/etc] and and and! [tadaaaaaa...] FITNESS CLUB! yep! that's right..FITNESS CLUB! i saw my bro's friend/our neighbor [live at 13th floor of our block...he's cute but he's like an abang] then he encouraged me uh..ahakz..i'm gonna tone up my body, lose those flabs so later you people out there! godai uh! later see me oni "whoaaaa joannne, is that u!!! sexy siaaaa" hahaha...kla all dont comment uh! i noe u all say i confident la eksyen all...shudup uh!

then this yijuan uh..cheeky..teasing me with this cute guy i told her then when we left the class she went to ask for his number! but i didn't take cuz im a good gal uh..very LOYAL! remember that...i'm still attached but my crushes list increase uh..muahahaha..but i hope i wont get hitched with someone in school uh! i got reserve redi..haha jowk...kla..bye...miss u!

ouh and! i also made two new guy friends in class forgot the name and they joined inspire club also! hahaha..good uh?!

1st day

first day for the freshmen...ran late cuz of the bus la! 1st bus was full so the driver "shake head shake hand"..so my face change la! i thought first day can arrive early skali lidat..waaaahh..den second bus oso full but the driver asked us go in..so geewd..luvveeet

boring la..intro everything...but fun uh, got one cute guy in my clazz..there are more guys than gals in the school so can go fishing..ahakz! haiz..i good gal la, won't go fishing...ahakz..i faithful... ~.-'

i'm missing my crushes..hahaa..miss playing with them..cheyyy...play seh..play wat...play dat one uh!

i'm craving for kfc crispy chicken! good thing mom brought home but only one drumstick! nvm uh..can survive...kla..hope tomorrow will end early also lah..haixxx...

and den and den! got two filo lecturers, 1 female and 1 male..my kababayans..ahakz...

fri e 13th

drama! show was boring..[ahakz]

twas a veeery long day fer me...not so la..but if i were still in a very bad mood it'd be a loong day then.

it aaaaall started when i had to accompany cuz richelle to find werk ...[ive been accompanying her for the whole week].

well, initially, we were to go to city hall/raffles area before going to orchard budden! my dad called momma and told us to meet 'im at esplanade at 1pm sharp to help us find job...lol..so i rushed to bath and got ready but we only got outta the house at 1215 so mom was mad at me for being slow[as usual]..mom usually gives me the look and have this grouchy fierce face when she's mad; i can't even try to make 'er laff unlike my bro...so i was also fucked up about the fucking naggings and whinings i got! so from the lrt station til the bus til esplanade i was in a "don't-you-dare-fuckin-talk-to-me" state, so my cousin was just sitting quietly listening to her hp radio and i had to listen to the noise in the bus cuz they were such in a hurry that i left my ipod [listening to music would've helped me cool down]. i received this religious msg so i passed to mom and dad thinkin they should've already forgotten about it but dad replied in an angry manner so that made me even fuckin madder! and he said that if we were late then sorry..he met us anyway. we reached esplanade and met 'im at Ichiban Boshi then he saw my grouchy face and he was smiling..but i still showed the face til he asked me what i wanted to order then i smiled..ahakz..[food's my weaknesss :P]

after that lunch, i was moody again cuz i'm very tired already..ahakz...so from esplanade, took a cab to beach road for interview; wrong addy sia! suppose to go bugis junction...waleooo! so we walked through the hotels we passed by and applied uh..then walked to bugis haiz....vehhh sian...apply3...then just walked through the stupid shops uh then go budden i asked her apply last one at Breko that's why i was late...

my cousin didn't wanna go with me to school but dad called and told me to bring her along, then mom called same time as dad and asked us to take a fuckin cab cuz we late liao..ahakz...was gonna queue redi til cuzz said she's hungry so i not happy[veh bad] go McDo buy uh! then go out queue looong shiiiaaa...then glenn2 wait..hahaha good2..then at last we picked glenn up [waleo i blanja him sia! i neh blanja ppl wan lei!] then i reached school then i happy la...all my stupid fucked up day at least gone when i met the people i've beeen longing to seee...weeee...but didn't get to talk to the guys..SHAHIR was a bloody snob who just looked at nurul with his mouth open..oh well, snub! didn't get to join the rest for dinner cuz my cuzzin tired so go home looo...her face not happy sia cuz we walked til pending..she not used to walkin mah..we sumor everyday walk long2! ahakz..so her legs aching..

ps. i realised that friday e 13th's really bad luck! wahhh everyone around me got something happened shiaaaa...nahbeh..kekee..Thiru neh go, Diyana oso neh go..hahha..they met mah...secretly..lol..jowk!

eggzosted luv

i'm eggzosted from everything this week - it's killing me .and i've school on monday already...i thought i was strong enough to handle these things...ive to take care of sooo many things; my heart, my leg!, my cuzin, my school, my things, other things, and some other things. however, i can't seem to handle them all when i need to by this week because i'm busy with only one thing. i can't complain to my parents because i don't want them to think that i'm just being lazy....well, i did told em if i could not go out on sat and sun so i can prepare for my school but mom somehow didn't seem happy. the worst thing is, i feel that they feel that i'm just doing this because i'm being forced to, but it's only my facial expression... i was a lil disappointed because eversince i woke up this morning, all i did was to help and when i took a lil break and went back, the person i'm helping wasn't helping herself. lol...i guez i'm juz being paranoid. i gotta give it another shot.

but aside from all that..i'm in-like with someones...yes..someones..hahaha...what a sofa king bitchy slut joanne is...hello! liking someones is not bad! shut up people! kepos! andf you're wondering who they are...keep wondering...while for guys..if you're wondering whether you're the one..then my answer's just gonna be "yalayala...u la..". luvveeeet...

jannah

happy 19th birthday!

this gurl here..nono, lady i mean [ur old!..i will be too, soon]...cried when she saw gigid and i bringin the cake towards her [while Dee was lighting up the candles]..that emotion changed when she saw me handing her a "cute" candle...she was surprised just like everybody else were..ahakz..then they said "confirm horny redi" or something like that la..then i said i dun think you can use that so i handed her another gift..a massager..the massager is a two in one thingy..if you don't want a massage, you can play with it...muehkz...

anyway, we were at pizza hut at plaza sing. her "date" was amirul who was so quiet throughout the whole time we were there and only heard him laff and talk for like less than a minute in total..and i thought, maybe nurul was doin something under the table that's why..muahahhaa! ok..kidding! ok..there were 12 of us, 6boys 6gals [perfect pairing]: nunu/mirul, dee/shyukur, sab/amin, sheena/nsl, gid/glenn, me/nabil..haha, me/nabil not good la! cuz he got nisah! lol...i loner ah...our famous topic was teasing pairs that always led to sex...[rolls eyes] like that's something new....then i went home with my bodyguards: glenn n shyuk while the rest walked to marina..oh well, dee and gid's partner went with me la...too bad...[lol]..so that's about it...hope u had a great time jannah

lesson of love

i learned many good things o'er the lunch with tita Katrina and it taught me so much. it made me alot stronger; strengthen my faith.

i remember the things we did every Good Friday as a family. i'm very proud to say that i'm a family person and i really feel safe when they're around. i miss you kuya arch, i love you so much.

daym

take care up there, hope ur ankle's better.

i feel good after going to church again after a loong absence...luuuveeet...

milo-Dino! thx for the strap..loveettt

finally met "roaaaar"...ahakz...i miss her la...but now that ive seen her, i dun miss her redi..haha..jowk...

i miss the guys...no chance of ever meeting them la i think..evibodi sofa king busy...why siaaaaa...why lidaaat...u have to things slowwwww u knowwww!!! always in a rush! that's why easily fall sick then die fast..haiz...these people...ONE LIFE, LIVE IT. LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST

get well birthdays

don't waste anymore time, you can't limp around..go see a doc or something..i miss you two.

Belated Happy Birthday to John Paul and Giannina [march 30]




Happy 19th Adrianne today! and Advance Happy Birthday to Charlene

summer vacation started last week if i'm not wrong. you guys are probably always at the beach/pool enjoying. at least you guys have a long break..i'm starting my school 2weeks later. yeahh..my timing was wrong...

goodbye

i'm done waiting, my wait is over and i duwanna wait no more.

anyways, that aside...mom and dad just left home to airport..i'm not gonna miss them [ahakz]..i already do.oh well..it's just for a week, so i don't think ima miz em..

anyways i'm only given $50 allowance for the week *grin* how am i gonna get the hell out?! sunday to sunday...$50 includes groceries liao leh! i asked dad for $20 extra for my week's stockka chocolates but mom told me to return it cuz they didn't withdraw $$$ for their cab so they gonna use that..gawshh..how vadd..mom's vad..hummph! i shouldn't have told her that dad gamme the monney..[BIG MOUTH]..she said that if she gave me more, she knows i'll just finish it within a day or two..sooooo $50...*sigh*, looks like i'ma go beg begging people to treat me..*lmfaol* sooo people! prepare ur pockets..fill em with monneyy..beggar's cuminna beg..

achy feet

went shopping with momsy at Tangs..mom's bag and clothes, and presents for evibody. Oh..and luggage at Lucky Plaza...i didn't take my breakfast and lunch as usual so i gt irritated easily..cuz mom's always being in two minds about choosing things..can never make up her mind..ask me for opinion but then duwann..after 10mins, she'd agree with me..haizzz...and and and..i got very dizzy pulling the stupid luggage everywhere she went..

but...nevertheless i love hangin out with her...so cute..so chubby..walk like penguin...and then always make the funny face cuz i looked so gloomy oready waiting for her to make up her mind. owhelzz..mommies...

you're leavin tamorrow night, tita katrina will be here by then and i have yet to clear up my messy room..been 2 weeks..and i just don't feel good havin someone to look after me..i can't do things i wanna do freely. today will be the last day of my freedom cuz after you guys come back next week, cuzin rizzie will be here and i gotta share the room with her otherwise, she'll stay at kuya's room..then if she gets a job..i'll be staying with her here forever and ever...amen...then no more freeeeeedooom freeeedoom...haizzzzzzz.....ahakz...am i selfish or what...and then i gotta behave..cuz i whine alot..and daddy babies me alot..i wonder if that will change..lol..ok la...complain complain....

gaaaawd...my achy feeeet!!!!

hate not

I hate mysiielf!!!! You know huwaaay?![expression eyebrow raised] I told myself that I won’t be late yesterday..and I made sure I won’t be late..but sadly *sobsob* I was…for an hour..do you know?![expression eyebrow raised] I woke up at 740hours to have my bath and I finished only at 1200hours getting ready?! *shakes head in disappointment* [tsktsktsk]. I just don’t know what to do with myself anymore!

After I reached home, I so “excited” I took out the envelope the ITE gave us..and I read every single page and words; then I saw the [specifically] third sheet, number 2 of the ITE College West Rules & Regulations for Students,
“Attendance and Punctuality” - Students are to attend lessons punctually and regularly
- Latecomers for lessons will be REQUIRED to do “CAMPUS SERVICES” on the SAME day.
- The Student Identity Card, which is the ez-link card, will be temporary RETAINED by the staff and returned upon COMPLETION of “CAMPUS SERVICES” on the SAME day.
- [this one not important]

Very scary leh! High school only got detention! Here CAMPUS SERVICES sia..I NO like *shakes head non stop* I just hope that I’ll change lahh… you know!?[expression eyebrow raised] ..when it was 1045h [the time I was supposed to leave my home] and I smsed shorty-style to tell her postpone the timing to 1145..I already was disappointed.. And I felt like I deserved a good bashing up from all the people I have always kept waiting..yes..to YOU people..but you guys were kind enough not to scold me/gimme the bloody-angry-not-happy-wanna-kill-you-uh-Joanne!!!! look or LECTURE me from my late coming..[cuz u know I won’t listen also…keke] I just wanna take this opportunity to say a very small THANK YOU to you people who’ve always been that patient and always tahaning my stewpig late coming behavior and whatsoever attitude/behavior you don’t like about moi..I’m so very SORRY[not] for keeping you waiting..and I hope I’ll change already because I scared laaaa wanto kena buat ape campus-crap-services tu..tak suke tau…

So if there’s anything you dislike about me..[as in seriously] just tell me okaye?! No guarantees that I’ll change la but I’ll think about it..[lol] cheer-eeeeee-yoes people..I just LOVE you.

oh my fish! experience

i went to help mom buy onion leaves and fish; it took me an hour to buy these two cuz i had trouble lookin for onion leaves cuz im not familiar with how it looks like, as for the fish i had to ask the lady help me choose the freshest fish cuz i really dunno how to..and she opened this part of the fish to check..[a big ewww]. k, then mom told me to wash the fish and cut the fins..i had to wash the part the lady opened [yuck]..i couldnt bare that long cuz i was afraid the fish will bite me...[eyeroll]..i noe..it's lame but i'm just not used to it..my very first time holding and washing a fish...just hate touching or looking at raw foods like fishes..oh but i LOVE eating them...i only know how to eat...ahakz..but it's been a good experience...lol...[shallow shallow]...

Happy Birthday

happy birthday to my late uncle and godpa, Emmanuel. Rest well tito manny!

bloody...

BIG SIGH!!!...i juz cleared the bloody mess in my bloody room just last bloody week and it's bloody back again..*sigh*..i'm currently preoccupied with my self-project, called Project JRM..i've got only a few bloody weeks to school and i've to complete Project JRM by then. [i'll reveal the project only when i have completed it!] and i hope i will..knowing myself being the bloody "lazy-" and "procrastinator"-chick. okok! u gotta give me some encouragement! i duwanna let mom and dad and myself down..i wanna let us up! duwan down!duwan! DUWaan! DUWAAAAN!!!! *being hysterical* i just love you...Joanne! 8-

4months ago

an island of clouds image by joanne

it's been exactly 4 months since i took this picture 25/11/06. and i arrived at this time too, 1230h. i captured many images of the clouds while i was up there and when i reviewed them, i noticed how happy they all are,

floating in the sky
all day and night;
for seconds and minutes,
and hours and days,
for weeks and months,
and years and decades,
for centuries and...
forever...

well, im not talkin about that same particular cloud..but..

the clouds that
towers the land and the sea,
the clouds that
overcloud the sky,
the sun
and the mountains.

oh, what a nice feeling they should all be getting..and they never get dark being exposed to the sun all the time, even when they shower upon us like blessings, they're still white..lol...hmm, and think about it, they get to travel around the world too. what a nice feeling. i remembered how i've always wanted to be like the angels floating and playing on the clouds, lying on the clouds, eating the clouds [cotton candy/candy floss] oh what a FEAST! i'd wanna be one of them too...

dream dream dream

aight, i had fun last night..but i had trouble waking up..stupid fun!



had a weird-nice dream though. the setting was at lamot II, calauan, laguna. [gramm's place]. the house was funny..t'was mixed with gramms hauz, cdss school and house...

there's a part of the weird house with gramm's part of her house, and there, was gramms, gramps[who's long way dead already] and tita beth. they were treating gramps cuz he was sick, he was acting like a kid and i was helping them treat him by scraping a paper?! to remove like the whatever thingy that's keeping gramps sick.. geee..


then i went out and it was at gramms frontyard which was supposedly to be the backyard. and there, our 5/1 guys came out and were playing soccer or basketball..the nice part was they were all muscular..though i only recognised neo wei and shahir..lol..i played with them for awhile..


then i ran into the back and i entered Big Brother's house..and there i saw the PBB season1 housemates but i only recognised cassandra and franzen..geee..then i forgot the rest liao! spoiler..kla, bubye!

brit's havin a breakdown!

Britney's Having A Breakdown! Episode 1



britney..my idol when she first came out. she threw away her beautiful image..i still love her though! wakaka..

syafie

syafie

i miss this guy. i miss the stupidity he did. i miss his innocence in some things. i remembered him using fork and knife to eat the cake, i remembered him asked what BJ meant [baby J la!]. i remembered him asking for advices about a girl.

you deserve whereever you may be right now. you deserve success in life because you have a great determination. you may be hating some of us, or me. you may have forgotten us, or me. but i still respect you as a person. i miss you..my friend...and i sincerely hope you've moved on.

Happy Birthday

Happy Birthday to my late grappa, Benito. i love you lolo. march 21st [i'm actually smelling cigarette smell in my room and mom's not smellin anything, no smell in the corridor either...Hi lolo! ur in my room! ur visitin me..i'm not scared..i love u!]

i'm getting a lil nervously-excited about some things i don't even know exactly what and why. maybe it's my new school, maybe it's my new cousin-housemate, maybe the new things to learn, maybe my saying goodbye to my everyday life of entertainment, maybe saying goodbye to my slacking attitude?! lol..im still slacking so minus that out..

im always havin a hard time sleeping every night. even when im so effin sleepy already i still can't sleep. i'm always thinkin of things even if i duwanna..haiz..im insomniac alredi..gaahhh...

anyway, i miss everyone that's been parta my life. [one of the things i think about that's why i can't sleep! stuupid distractors!] ahakz..

i just miss you people. here i am putting on weight everyday, hoping to be as fat as siti fairuz..or even fatter[whoops]..love it..

bye kuya!

Yesterday was tiring, another dinner party..like evri two weeks..dad got a lil tipsy

Anyway, bye bye! kuya's left for taiwan already for training for a month..yey! confirm he wun bring me back with a thing! eu stewpig mustard! but i know he will...he better! U better!

And tew bad, ima be left here with a babysitter..teenysitter..oh well, wuteverr..and after mom and dad comes back from the Holy Week trip, ima be buzy yow! i'll be working as a tour guide prolly FOC...cousin Ritchell, Meg, Fons, aunt Teresa and unc Art..phew...

PS: sorry Gid i cant go, cuz mah momma asked me to go immigration with her. turned out im an illegal alien and i'll be deported back to Jupiter! ok..ur lame..no.not me,..YOU! yeah you..as for wed, i MIGHT go

welcome home baby TAZ

image by joanne '

[a new housemate/playmate/family [many went missing, so they aren't in the picture]

I’d like to welcome my BABY TAZ! He has finally come home..after I’ve no idea when.
I got him only today, but he was officially "born" on 18 Jan 2007 at between 1300-1330h.
what a big baby for a 2month old Baby Taz.

He is a gift from my dear friend, Thiruchelvam s/o "something" [sorry i forgot]. Actually, being me, I FORCED my friends to buy this for me. So far Thiru was the one who did; supposedly on the Prom night but nevermoind. I'm still getting one from my someone. haha..i'm such a greedy bitch..oh well, I guess i'm too pampered by my family and friends. my gawsh.

poly

Okaye! So yesterday accompanied mom to see a doc after receiving her test results. Didn’t have much time to get ready cuz she was fast.. [Ewww I felt like I wasn’t clean!] Well of course I took a bath but after that I didn’t have time to do my rituals! [No! not pass motion..but rituals as in dressing up! My gawsh..]

We reached the polyclinic and was gonna take a number when the receptionist told us that they’ve temporarily closed the thingy cuz of the overwhelming patients who was seeing a doc. [Too many sick people la!] She told us to come back at 1315h but mom thought it would be long if we did so went to KFC to take our breakfast. She said she duwanna eat fattening foods but she ordered a burger meal [like hello?! Mom?] and I was craving for plain fries so I ordered that. [well I wanted salad as well but mom said duwan!] but when we started eating, she asked me to buy the salad [maaaawwwm!] I told her that she should be eating salads instead of burger but she said it wasn’t enuff for her.[eye roll] She was on the phone with her nurse friend, Christine and told mom to go back see a doc cuz her results were bad. [Of course I gave the face la! Must go back..wahlau..]

Ok so we were back, took a number, sat and waited. After an hour she got called. [I was patient to wait..infairness..knowing that I‘m an impatient bitch] Then another number to wait for. [I thought it’d be better than last time..like half an hour at least.] Then an hour passed..[and I was like, ok never mind we‘ll be called soon]. Then 10 mins passed I was already impatient. Half an hour later, verry impatient. I was lookin around for the others who were waiting, and everytime a number was called, the patients going in were shaking their heads while others frowned [I was onna them]. Chicken..2hours ready still dun have sia. The others were already knockin the door, going in and askin’ the docs when they’d be called then they’d go back to their seat. 2h30fuckingminutes later, mom’s name was called to let er know that she’d be seeing another doc [stuuupid]! okaye then she was called [finally!] doc tol’ er..ahh never mind! Five mins later, we were waiting for mom’s medcines and we were off for groceries.

Gawsshhh! Waited 3h30mins just to see a doc for 5 mins! wadafuck! K then while mom was at the NTUC, I was buying shushis and fishballs for me! [It’s a treat I deserve!] t’was raining so took a cab home. Mom was worried cuz the fishes haven’t eaten. After that I washed the stuuupit dishes I left last night..[yess, last night! Tired like what siaaa…] I then took the clothes I shopped for last week, 2weeks ago and 3weeks ago to wash..it’s been stashed under my bed for weeks. [*shakes head* some things just dun change..procrastinator]..oh and my luggage..still have things there..still on the floor waiting for me to clear them..my table too..messy as ever..clothes everywhere in my room..

I just love being messy..but I’m a CLEAN person nevertheless…just a MESSY person that’s all..big diff okaye!

anniv

happy 23rd anniversary!

you duwanna show me ur date pics..nahh..i show this!

why aren't you smilin Dadoodz?!

one of the "father-daughter bonding day".. ouh dad..ur so fat! u see..mom followed ur footsteps! and now it's my turn! gosh!

dance!

i feel happy! so i dance to this number!
"sige, i-kembot..."

ite

Hi people! I got my first choice; Information Technology at ITE Dover. Congrats to me! Thank you…
Ouh and Sab, see you in school/class…haha..haiyer! U aGaiiin! Well, at least I’ll have a companion…

You know uh! Actually uh..I haven’t received the stupit email leh! Sab smsed me then I ganchiong [correct anot uh?] go online then check my email…dunnav siaaaa…And then hor..I go check under JAE site to check results..waaaahh…have leehhhh..budden hor..how come email no have yet? Haiyuh..so lousy…

Okaye…wutevuurr… Anyways, congrats to the people who’ve received their results and got their first choice. And TOOOOOO bad for the rest who got dumped at courses they don’t really like..haha..Take it as a challenge guys! Show ‘em that even if you didn’t go where you wanted to, you’ll succeed in the future. But it all depends on how you handle your attitude towards your goal. All of us have goals but even if we go to the longer path unlike the others, in the end what matters is you will do all you can to make it to the end. You all don’t play play anymore uh! Don’t sleep in class uh! Don’t become minah/mat/ahbeng/ahlian… what’s gangster in tamil uh?!

5/1, I hope we are still a family no matter where we go. I know for now we all love 5/1 but in the future you’ll have more families just don’t forget 5/1 ok? Don’t be snobbish uh!

Kk…godai….

vored!

Borinnng! My day was so the effing dull I was just waiting for it to end! Bren came and watched a Leo’s movie. Didn’t watched it with them cuz I was really just not in the mood. I’m so evil already I haven’t been attending mass again for two/three consecutive weeks..and it’s Lenten season. Haiyuh! Why am I like this uh! That’s what holidays do to you! But if I wasn’t here I would be always out partying! It’s just sooo boring here..Gosh..take me home mann…everybody’s so busy and I’ve really got nothing much to do unlike when I just came back. Now everything’s just sooo..I don’t know! I just hate the feeling

tour me

I was late yesterday..as usual..initially planned to meet my tour guides at 1130 at jurong east interchange[wee I rid the LRT and MRT!], budden the tourist[me] asked for 1300. And then extended to 1330 budden I think I came at around 1430. Gosh..this kind of person how to go out with uh! But luckily they were patient enough to know me…stuuupit! On the way, my tour guides still hadn’t decided on where to take me until she said vivocity. Then I was like, “ok”… cuz I really dunno the place..[riiight]

[before]
The night before, I told myself, no…I won’t be late! So I alarmed my phone to 7am. Woke up, did the things I had to do..I JUUUUUST dunno why I still came late! Tsk..I’m really doing my best to be punctual but it just doesn’t cooperate with my whatever…

Anyways..okaye..long story short, I had fun with you guys. Only thing was thiru’s sis was such a spoiler…lol…and yeah..ros and I stood at the CCK station for 1+hour just to chat. We were at the same spot. Faziana went to eat at lot1 and when she was going home, she found us still at the same spot…okaye whatever!

Mmm…today, I’m officially a month old in Singapore. I hired another tour guide, dadoodz. He brought me to this place called downtown east for chalet but I didn’t stay with them cuz they were guys…drink2...den.. eeeewwww I just don’t like dadoodz when he’s drunk…I was in the room while they were preparing the BBQ..[ouh, and we came late as usual]. I played xbox while eating. Then dad called me to join them. I was engrossed with the game and he kept callin so I got irritated and got out until only after I’ve shut the door did I remember to take the stuuupit card! I went down and told em.. Mah fun sia me… make people do work! They went to call the staff to open the door. [this is what happens when ur really forgetful] but I didn’t care la. Once people do something about your problem you tend to not care anymore cuz it’s being solved for you..haha..nooo actually it’s just my attitude of being a “heck-care” person. Then kuya and bren came then blahblahblah…..

I’m too lazy to tell my day…but whatever..

getting to knoooow euuuu

I’m going out to unwind after being stuck at home for days thinking about so many random things. Like sex, sex and..sex. Ouh it was great..

Okaye that was eeewy..STOPPIT Joanne! I’m gonna go get to know sunny-cloudy island Singapore! I’ve been here for almost a month now. Exactly a month tomorrow! It’s nice, it’s fulla buildings, it’s clean, it’s no more green, it’s boring! You see the same old things wherever you go! Hahaha..no, I love Singapore. I grew up here more than in the phils. I remember telling a friend that I was going back home and she said “what home? This is your home”. it’s funny how people are different. There are racists who’ll make fun of your country while there are people who love you wherever you come from. It’s just really nice to have friends treat you like a local though they know you aren’t. thank you friend.. U suck la.. I love you.

Okaye, the sun’s out! Finally that stoopit cloud’s gotten outta the sun’s way! I’mma go tour sunny sunny island Singapore!

But I still sleepy lah! Okaye okaye I don’t wanna be late anymore..haiz..but I think I’ll be..just like glenn glenn said “some things just don’t change”…Shutttup glenn!

Bye fockers!

mommy

I love you MOMMY!!!

To the peepz joining me and Brigid..we can't change the date..[well,for me can la]..but Gid can't cuz she's only free on weekends. So we thought of meeting up. Since we didn't make it on Tues, I thought why not meet u guys on this day, Sat'day. I'm having BBQ chalet and I gotta meet Dad at 3pm..I dunno if I can extend the time though. So I thought of havin lunch with Gid but I dunno what time to meet up cuz I got limited time..so decide the time okaye then let me know...

stultified

Y'know..staying home is sooo my thing!!! haha..i NEVER get bored! So you can lock me up at home for all I care! Cuz I can tahan! So long as I've got my basic needs of entertainment...

I still go out la...I've been pretty busy with things..eversince I got back, I'd always have the "urge"to go out..but I slowed myself down cuz it'd mean spending..I can't just lay out $$ on things cuz I dun werk...so I decided to stay put at home..

Staying home can get quite boring sometimes..and when you've got nothing else to do..like say you're bored with TV or PC or whatever..it can get so stultifying! GASHHHH....and that's what I've been feeling lately..stultified! Then you'll feel kumfumbled...

And I thought of finding a job..but I don't think it's the right time..so here I am slacking me arse off, waiting for money to rain down on me..lol..so I can at least do something..I'm getting fatter..my thighs bigger..my face,cuter..I mean..having chubby cheeks...tummy bloated[lol..exagg]!..oh well..

Then came my long awaited prayer..

will tell you nextym..i'ma go knock off...

bye suckers...

my first home

I was very home-sick last week and started missing everyone back ‘ome and my 5/1 family as well. I went back home[phil] thinking..I’m matured enough for my age..but my cuzins told me that I was like a kid..my godpa told his wife jokingly “how old's Joanne already but she acts like Nika” [their daughter,who‘s only 10]…
And I thought about what they said..they were right..I was laughing at myself…but I guess I can’t help it…

See…Long, long time agooo, I grew up without cousins surrounding me when I came here..t’was just me and kuya[abang]. My childhood was..I guess..I can call it..a “boring” one. I grew up watching my local friends with their relatives; cousins, Grandparents…While me and kuya…t’was just us..how lonely can that be..though I did grow up with neighbors and my Filo friends…
So when I went home, I didn’t notice I was acting like a kid…probably because my childhood was sorta taken away from me..and so t’was given back to me to enjoy what was taken away…and I did…so very the friggin much…To the extent that I was in agony cuz I had to leave em…because coming back here would mean me getting home-sick and stressed up and lonely again.

Mom and dad’re going back for the “HOLY WEEK” trip. They’re gonna climb the Mt. Dolores and pray and pray and pray..lol..[so de religious]…well, it’s just a week trip. At first I thought I’d follow em back home but then I thought that if I come along, I won’t enjoy the trip cuz it’s just a short one and I’ll just start missing em again and of course I’ll only be seeking for a longer holiday and I’ll slack again. Don’t want that to happen..So I decided, I’ll stay here! All by myself. Kuya’ll be in Taiwan for training so it’s just gonna be me..FREEDOM babbeeehh!!! I can have a PARTY…then we’ll trash the fugging House..orite uh!

But I guez my folks won’t let me stay home alone. They’re gonna ask one o’ their friends to stay with me. [SPOILER uh!] Please don’t!!!! I won’t have freedom man! I won’t get to walk around the house half-naked! Or bare naked! [Geeeezzzz..] I can manage okaye!!! I’ll miss u guys but I don’t want any babI-sitters! Gawsh!
But oh well, if they let me stay home alone..I’ll have a party…Let’s’ve a Paaaarteeehh!

Otaye…whutevur…BYE suckers…

Hello People, Hello World!

Hello guys..I made another public blog. Not because I’m turning my back on the events that happened in my life in the previous blog. But because I think it’s a new year, same life, but I feel I’ve grown more as a person. [yeye not as matured as we all think we all are; but matured enough for me in this stage of my life..nope..not my age..but the stage in my life..]


I actually have two blogs, public and private. After I stopped posting on my previous public blog, I actually kept posting at my private blog. Private cuz it’s more of a diary and there are things I just can’t show to my friends. But oh well, I’m BACK!