stultified

Y'know..staying home is sooo my thing!!! haha..i NEVER get bored! So you can lock me up at home for all I care! Cuz I can tahan! So long as I've got my basic needs of entertainment...

I still go out la...I've been pretty busy with things..eversince I got back, I'd always have the "urge"to go out..but I slowed myself down cuz it'd mean spending..I can't just lay out $$ on things cuz I dun werk...so I decided to stay put at home..

Staying home can get quite boring sometimes..and when you've got nothing else to do..like say you're bored with TV or PC or whatever..it can get so stultifying! GASHHHH....and that's what I've been feeling lately..stultified! Then you'll feel kumfumbled...

And I thought of finding a job..but I don't think it's the right time..so here I am slacking me arse off, waiting for money to rain down on me..lol..so I can at least do something..I'm getting fatter..my thighs bigger..my face,cuter..I mean..having chubby cheeks...tummy bloated[lol..exagg]!..oh well..

Then came my long awaited prayer..

will tell you nextym..i'ma go knock off...

bye suckers...

my first home

I was very home-sick last week and started missing everyone back ‘ome and my 5/1 family as well. I went back home[phil] thinking..I’m matured enough for my age..but my cuzins told me that I was like a kid..my godpa told his wife jokingly “how old's Joanne already but she acts like Nika” [their daughter,who‘s only 10]…
And I thought about what they said..they were right..I was laughing at myself…but I guess I can’t help it…

See…Long, long time agooo, I grew up without cousins surrounding me when I came here..t’was just me and kuya[abang]. My childhood was..I guess..I can call it..a “boring” one. I grew up watching my local friends with their relatives; cousins, Grandparents…While me and kuya…t’was just us..how lonely can that be..though I did grow up with neighbors and my Filo friends…
So when I went home, I didn’t notice I was acting like a kid…probably because my childhood was sorta taken away from me..and so t’was given back to me to enjoy what was taken away…and I did…so very the friggin much…To the extent that I was in agony cuz I had to leave em…because coming back here would mean me getting home-sick and stressed up and lonely again.

Mom and dad’re going back for the “HOLY WEEK” trip. They’re gonna climb the Mt. Dolores and pray and pray and pray..lol..[so de religious]…well, it’s just a week trip. At first I thought I’d follow em back home but then I thought that if I come along, I won’t enjoy the trip cuz it’s just a short one and I’ll just start missing em again and of course I’ll only be seeking for a longer holiday and I’ll slack again. Don’t want that to happen..So I decided, I’ll stay here! All by myself. Kuya’ll be in Taiwan for training so it’s just gonna be me..FREEDOM babbeeehh!!! I can have a PARTY…then we’ll trash the fugging House..orite uh!

But I guez my folks won’t let me stay home alone. They’re gonna ask one o’ their friends to stay with me. [SPOILER uh!] Please don’t!!!! I won’t have freedom man! I won’t get to walk around the house half-naked! Or bare naked! [Geeeezzzz..] I can manage okaye!!! I’ll miss u guys but I don’t want any babI-sitters! Gawsh!
But oh well, if they let me stay home alone..I’ll have a party…Let’s’ve a Paaaarteeehh!

Otaye…whutevur…BYE suckers…

Hello People, Hello World!

Hello guys..I made another public blog. Not because I’m turning my back on the events that happened in my life in the previous blog. But because I think it’s a new year, same life, but I feel I’ve grown more as a person. [yeye not as matured as we all think we all are; but matured enough for me in this stage of my life..nope..not my age..but the stage in my life..]


I actually have two blogs, public and private. After I stopped posting on my previous public blog, I actually kept posting at my private blog. Private cuz it’s more of a diary and there are things I just can’t show to my friends. But oh well, I’m BACK!