independence day

Happy 109th Independence Day

happy slip

a coupla days ago, jig showed me a video that made me crack up and became an addict of. happyslip aka christine is the girl behind all these vidz and no, she doesnt have any production team; she is a one-woman production team; she does the make-up, lightings, scripting, directing, acting, and editing. she portrays up to almost 10 different characters. a lil intro about her, she was born in virginia and is currently living in new york, shes already 31? [and i thought shes only like 23?]. and emmm, why am i sharing this? is she worth watching? well, shes hilarious, shes the "fifth most subscribed" on youtube, has almost 91 000 subscribers, and won second Best Comedy at the 2006 YouTube video awards to smosh. so yeah. she has looks too.
emmm, some of you may be a lil ignorant as to why she does this. first of all, shes not the only one who does these kinda things; theres smosh, nalts, kevjumba, etc [if you guys are really youtubers]. emm, she, just like other comedians, does these to put a smile on our faces, especially to those who are strained from work or life? "laughter's the best medicine". so yeah. its really worth watching. thank you. and... happy slippin!

youre holding it

i remember a few years ago i wanted a boyfriend/husband to be a chef. bcoz i didnt know - and well, still dont know how to cook, so i needed someone who will for me! ahee! and so many friends have been offering to do that. awww. how sweet. shaka. and the cool thing is, its all just a coincidence that they all said the same thing at the same time. incredible. im stoked at what my life would look like. what my husband is gonna be. how he looks like. what he does. waaaaaah. im thinkin too far ahead. ahee. but of course. cooool uuuuh. if ever i marry a chef, hes to be a sexy one. masculine and all. fooo! just like chef mito. haha. wooo. derek ramsey baby! hmmm, so far the closest derek ramsey i have is kristian garcia, my surfer "boifriend". awww. kris is gonna finish his psychology studies soon. ahee. i cant wait for the time i finish my studies so i can travel on my own without any escorts in the phils so i can go on my adventure with krissy! yey! geez. enough of fantasizing my future. i have like almost a decade to go before i fucking graduate. how sick. i hate this place larr. if only dad really kept his promise to go canada to continue our high school onwards. sigh. ouh well. whats dones done. live with it jo! ahee.

best friend

somehow, i still pine for the good ol times,
and at times, i still ask,
where did i go wrong, i lost a friend.
ill be frank, and if ever you ask me this,
ill still say,
i b-lame you for doin that.
but i still acknowledge you because you transformed me;
the way i look at friends arent alike as our times.
i never had another "best" because when i think what best really means,
i can never see anyone being that best enough for me;
where i could just let e-v-e-r-y single thing out;
even my deepest, darkest secret.
ive stopped believing i could still find a best friend,
bacoz you gave me that trepidation of being neglected and maybe even betrayed.
there are close friends - and ever since then,
that has already made me be gratified.
it is safer aint it?
not that i dont open up to em,
i do.
and i have confidants.
just not a best friend.
because i do not tell em every thing - like how id tell a best friend.
if i could clearly recall,
all these happened when we separated.
im not dwelling -
its just that whenever i think about our bubblegum younger times,
i cant help but to also dredge up what the fuck happened after that.
i doubt we can ever bring that back,
because perhaps weve both changed and its left a big gap.
but like i said,
youll still be a part of my life as youve always been,
bacoz youve taught me to be like this.
and i love you for that.
i just hope when our paths cross again in the near future,
we can be best friends again,
even for just that moment, with just that little brief hug.
and here ill tell you,
even if things are way too different for us both now,
i still love you like that.
ill always be here forever for you.

its that small thing that makes it all big

i have to be honest, i read bianc's blog everyday and shes one of the people i really look up to. she isnt the type whos obsessed with fame and all. once i heard or read, she was offered a movie or a soap but she refused. i think she started out as a model before landing on hosting. and i have to say, she is one of the best people around in showbiz. she doesnt blog about her showbiz life. she blogs more about beautiful things that inspires her or interests her. what actually attracted me to her blog are the things that we both aspire in life; how we both wanna help, travelling and the things we wanna do. her recent post about angie kinda surprised me, really. angie's also one of the people i look up to. how cool is that. its just a blissful thing for me. heeez. ouh well. since young, i have so many dreams but none of that, have i fulfilled. besides my folks being tight about me doing certain things ive always wanted to do, there are certain things i lack of. but its not gonna stop me from fulfilling those dreams. and i actually plan to when im all independent. for now, i can only contribute in a small amount but i know that small thing is already a big one.

'if we all do a little, we can do a lot.'

characters...

i like jeff's "pon and zi" art. very cute indeed. the only art i like from wajaholic is his prominent "i give you my heart". zindy, the first artist i liked. shaka.


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talk about pretenders. geez. lets face it. we all are. not only our surroundings. we may not be as big of a pretender like we all think or say they are but were still considered as one. we either pretend to not hurt people's feelings or we pretend to be good at first, then stab em in the back. but aint it all the same. lol. we fall for their act. we find out later. we get livid. we hate em. blahblahblah. and our choice? vengeance or to just-not-bother. ouh bloody hell. as much as id like vengeance, id rather put my mind somewhere else. think of it. weve wasted more-than-enough time falling for their trap, would we still wanna waste yet another more of our time for em? time is p-recious, my friend. but yes of course, if youve got a whole lodssa free time and you happen to be a mischievious one - and maybe some kind of evil too, then go ahead; do yer thang. revenge can be quite alleviating. but if youre more of a wise one, then i dont need to say it, you already know what to do.

will get there

SHAKA! go sonya! good rippin! sonya balmores. a 2004 miss hawaii teen usa then a 2005 miss hawaii usa is an amerindianishpino american-indian irish filipino whos a hawaiian; a native of kauai and is currently on the show, beyond the break. teehee. shes a surfer. i remember my fave surfer back in sec2, holly beck; whos now a president of international womens surfing and is ranked no.9 in wqs. dank.

i used to do sports alot; [*boasts* self-taught blading at 4, cycling, medalist in hurdles and running, badminton, once in a schools winning basketball team, and a wee bit of le parkour, etc. i was a tomboy! teehee. but ask me to do all that now, itd be hilarious.] i loved the water too and so swam alot when i was a kid; always on the beach every weekend til i enrolled myself in p2 that made me turn away from the likes of plunging into the water; i really nearly almost drowned when coach put me in the adult pool and i suddenly just couldnt pull myself up. i realized its that small curiosity of that puff that weakened my lungs and not be able to hold my breath for long - til now; even if its not in water, i suddenly just get jitters and would not be able to breathe. its kinda like a lost hope for me to do stuff i wanted to do; like water sports. ouh gee, and im old and here, sheesh. but i guess its never too late right? yeah. maybe when im all independent - and i mean all independent, then i can do my "to-do-list"; which involves many adventurous activities. for now, the people who are surrounding me knows i cant do sports as i used to - while those who knew me back then knew who i was. well, well just see how it goes when im older. teehee. and im not about to be dissuaded by anybody who thinks low of me. hehe. gotta keep the spirits up yknow! its one of the many things i planned to invest my everything on; not just money - but really e-v-e-r-y-t-h-i-n-g. see ya citz! shaka!

timeout, kitkat

okaye okaye, the album leaf plays real good music. and indie lovers will love it. in fact ive noticed from the past past years, other indie rockers and other musicians now have been mixing their music with electronica and experimental genres. if youre loving it then i think here at home youll find it in lush99.5
bar lovers and cafe lovers will dig me. blah blah sheyt. tristeza, the six parts seven, lanterna, eric wollo, jon jenkins are also effing good.

i miss you dad. dont work too hard. those fuckers are just fucking you. lol. i love you mom. dont worry too much. youll just get sicker when you worry more. bro youre enjoying too much you should come home and glue yourself here so you know, you fucking spendthrift and i hate you for that but i still love you. i just want us to have a break. to stop worrying about shits and just enjoy a day or two. sigh. its like shit growin up. everythings just sooo disconnected. i hate the works thats keeping yall occupied while i sit my tush here mostly at home without anyone to connect with. i miss the four of us. ughhh. why do we have to grow up! sigh. i miss home. miss you gramms! okaye, goonye...