proud and loud

alright. just seen the et-bt-tt-comit flick. so yall flat chested girls like me need not feel at all fucked up cuz those galz goin for the silicon sheyt to pump up their boobies for the world to see are the effed up ones. haha. the only part is that the galz in the C(I)A which stands for "clits in action" are lesbos. but that dont mean you gotta be one. anyhoos, great job jamie babbit, tina mabry and abigail shafran. nobodys fuckingly fucking perfect so the next time you insult other people, look atchaself ferst. ouh, but if youre too inlove with yourself then you may wanna ask the people who doesnt like you to tell you what you should look at atchasself. :)

and like i said i WAS not in the effing mood to respond to anybodys messages and calls. so pardon me for not turnin up for the movie, the chalet and the lunch. i do hope ill get back my 15bones though. blahh sheyt. okaye whatever. you know, clearly, i dont know whos readin me bloggo. and clearly, i dont give a
damn damn if you think i am so melodramatic at times you dumdum, cuz clearly, i dont care care. haha. and prolly right now youll go "yeah, like i even care...." and ill just go rollen me eyes...tahha. *chuckles*
and and you may not have to like me to read my blog but im sure you wanna know what i think and what i have to write thats why you read my blog right? right! lol. whatthefuck. okaye, im not trashin anybody at all here. im speakn in general and friends know this is how i am; since my old blog days. lol. and and if ever i am trashin anyone here, i would either mention the name or will just say that i am trashin someone. teehee. im sorry, i just feel high. wakakaka. can you beleive where im at right now? bahh! fuck you.

yes yes the all crazy, weird, i-wanna-kill-this-girl, joannes kindda back. well duh! the blog addey and title describes it all. been drinkin sheytts and eatin slugs. teehee. not telln...shhh...youd so love to kick me ass right now. come come. haha, i think summa yall say "phew, glad were not close no more..." ahakz. and ill say "yyyyyep! im the gladdest..." aight, fuck, im out fer now.

wake up!!! do ur thanggg...

*stoning*...

~{girlishness}~
psssssst!!! my hs crush called last night. haha.

~{back to normal}~
what an ass...i miss the days already. sorry but i hope the next time, i'll be able to make it. haha, only deedee met up with faie and mirul, attendance: 3/10. ouh well, still got next time :) hope it'll be 10/10!
glad to have heard from you again though. it's been like, gazillion years already you mofo sheyt! i miss the guys too! wonder how louhan's hair's like now, wakakaka.

~{girlishness}~

aww, i'm pretty happy to hear the voice of the previous CDSS soccer team captain! and most especially, who once haddd something fo...uhh

N-NNE-NEVER MIND! i'm just too overwhelmed; got carried away, teehee.

~{back to normal}~

i feel like goin back to those days where you guys were still wearing "low-shorts", mirul burn'n his leg hair [busok giler siol!] and kelly's too [she got kinda mad] one time and hasbullah rebelling on the teachers; most especially mrs viswa [aka penguin] and and and making mr siow [aka einstein] cry after all the bullies and the throwing of papers at him and just giving him a hellavafuckinhardtime teaching! *pants*

~{girlyly}~
we were so young back then! so cute and all [well, except for mie at least *humble* =p]
*sigh* memories...how i wish i can relive them, and maybe ditch vans for him.

~{back to normal}~
haha. kiddin'...
PS FIDADOTDOTDOT...FYI, HE'S NOT MY "ALL-TIME CRUSH", JUST "THE HS CRUSH" :)

fuck sheyt. i racked out last night at 2am and mom woke me up at 6 to see her off and then jumped back in to dream more dreams but but couldn't get back to lala land...lerrrr...so i got up and've been on the screen since then. 'i want candy' is a great flick. dunno why i actually have to go out and squander my bread when i can just sit my tush and watch 'erre. ouh yea, it's "the friends". i forgot, hehe. quality time with friends is important. lalala. whatevurr. just kidd'n. okaye lah.

~{girlylyly}~
movie postponed to monday cuz of my fucking zits. *sigh* hope it's gone by then.
aww, i know my skin is never that flawless anyway. but still, zits just makes it all even worse! it's already bad, enya still wanna make it worse! *sheesh* pick someone pretty will ya?! we ugly gals dun deserve extra sheyt to just give us more hard time on looking neutrally well! *ughhh*

~{back to normal}~
fuck! i feel i've been experiencing famine this week. e'rrbody's busy, no food to scoff, lazy to walk all the fucking way to greenridge to buy food, no sheyt, no dosh, no FUN larr!!! *ugggghh* i've literally no one to depend on! folks come home late, so i can't bug em to buy me sheyt, arch camp [duh], friends...well, i live too damn far for them to even drop by, say hi, [and if so happens, fortunately] with some food on their hands! *sigh* but too bad.

plus plus, dad called at 730+ to inform that there was a quake. city area felt the tremors and north side too i guess? well, it's either bukit panjang actually also felt it or was i just "feelingless"...aww shux! wasted! i missed it. i haven't experienced such sheyt!

*sheesh* this week's been a disaster already! well, maybe except for a few events. but really, the worst disaster i guess is famine [lol, what a bad word to use]. okaye! owwwtta herre.