happy holidays

'glad mom and dad listened to me and got us to attend mass this morning! huehuehue! arch on the other hand, was on his bed and slept all the way like one @#^&*^$#$!@#$%^&*(&&^%$#@!...[whoops. that was a long cuss, haha] ok. so that aside.
i enjoyed my time at church; ive missed the unity of the beautiful people i grew up seeing regularly eversince grade1, the praises, the homily, the aura of that house and the aroma of the incense, the solemn moments of course, and the greeting the priests after the mass. havent done all that in a looooong time.
got home to prepare for the celebration. twas all good; moms nagging plus the listening to the cheeky chipmunks-christmas-music plus the working-together-as-one helped made our job easier and time more worthwhile :) [a big smile for that!]

growing up, gifts have always been my only anticipation besides food and games when times like these come. but now, i noticed how im not so into those things any more than ive always wanted to even when i 'complain'ed "where are my gifts?!". deep inside me knows i do not need material things to fulfill my happiness. simple things like the smiles on their faces, the kisses, the embraces, the good health, and the togetherness already meet my happiness. i think ive experienced quite enough for me to know the importance of what we really want and need for gifts in our lives. i remembered how acquisitive i was, whining and my being cantankerousness to my parents who would eventually give in to my desires even if i knew i was asking for absurdly impossible things. gee. thinking back, i realised how hard it is to be a parent. theyd still comfort you and will always do their best to grant your wishes. despite your over-ness in everything. and now that im already almost grown up, all i want for christmas is to spend it with my whole fam. hopefully next year.

thank you for all the gifts anyway. theyre all lovely. i had a pretty much good time. especially the night with the blotto, Kris G :) and i love her margarita and my own absolut vodka. but nothing will top the mass, hehe. emmm, lazy to post pics so just bear with the woozy post :) *get dizzy*

my definition of christmas

its kinda funny when parents are scolding you; seeing their brows meet and the voices so stern you wouldnt dare look nor speak. and when they give a wrong statement of what you did, you utter something in your defense that suddenly breaks the whole tension into a total mirth.
ouh well. a total crack up. *smirks*

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the spirit of christmas.
well. its really got different definitions for different people. for me, though, its somehow the truce that takes place in the family where nobody brings up the issues; the quarrels. the loving of our neighbours. and of course, significantly, to celebrate Jesus' birth. many of us overlook the real meaning of christmas. we preoccupy ourselves with the preparation of the parties, and not really the celebration of Jesus' birth. christmas has become just a party full with gifts and food. we've forgotten that christmas is a celebration for Jesus, with food to commemorate his birth, exchanging kisses and gifts not for ourselves, but to remember the LOVE we have for one another that Jesus showed us all.

im not gonna deny. i myself havent been a good person. been neglecting my obligations for God. and as a family, we hadnt gone for the SIMBANG GABI or MISA DE GALLO, ["midnight mass" or "mass of the rooster"] that happens usually 9days before christmas. hmmm. i hate how things are now. but i know ill get us there.

jing-jing

` mood: fucking high
` HEROES season2 January 2008!
` missing alot of Beyond the Break episodes! errrgh! blaming it all on mom for her neverending soaps. -,~
` im very hungry. *jaw drops* famine! o-mah-gahh!
` i miss deeyana, sabrina, ros, nurul, thiru, mel and joanne.
huahuahua.
` its raining acid and water herre...
` im gonna "attempt" to revise later.
` im havin networking written test tomarahh.
` mr soongs gonna test our visual basic codings. whatever the hell that is. `0_0
` im gonna get a BIG hug from Dee.
` and a kiss too...
` i think sabby should gimme one too
` and maybe everybody else...
` i cannot contain my "stokeness/stokation/stokement" any longer for some things.
` lets get down and dirtteh
` im going crazy
` i want a wild rollercoaster ride!
` jon avila is hott
` sam milby is hottt
``` joanne is hotttter...huahuahua...fattest hope!

^ jon ---------------------------------------------- sam ^

ehhh, yeah.

twas nice seeing them on friday. didnt really get to talk to glenn, ree and thiru though; the people i thought i could do some catching up with. ouh well, guess there wasnt any to talk about... but real glad to see the rest. :)

~~~~~mode: preppy~~~~~
ps. [Feeda] haha. i know... like, when you wanna read but like, you get word-dizzy, seeing my blog with just plain words-no-pictures-posts and stuff? well, cuz like, the last time i used my cam and uploaded pics to my notebook, the usb port that i used to insert my thumbdrive into, kinda got infected with virus; the "flashy" and stuff? so, like, after i uploaded the pics and used the cam to take more pics and stuff, the cam kinda like, got "locked?" and stuff? so i cant, like, control the cam and stuff? so, like, im all fucked and stuff? so, like, i had a plan. what i like, did, was like, returned the cam and cable to its place, and like, never touched it since, and stuff. so, like, the next person who uses it, will be like, the culprit and stuff? and my eyes will like, go left and right and left and right, while whistling and stuff? hahahaha! ye dig me?

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okaye, shush! ~ֱ@
huahuahua!!! but im serious! i think im bad! but really, if that happens, maybe ill get a new cam! a better one! weee! innit good?

bummed out

get me out of here.
take me some place else.
a place that leads life in a slower pace.

we're all at our wit's end.
we're all jaded.
next station please.

bored of you

ive got scads of rants from the past few weeks. but didnt bother to jot em down. well, of course, its a pretty vital thing for a scatty like me to record things that occur in my life. lol. so since i cant recall any thing, i cant grumble. awww man!!! i love whining!

been neglecting school lately. missing a lot of classes. hmmm. a cause of lassitude perhaps. hope not to get debarred again ^_+" huahuahua. but but but a week more and sem breaks here again! weee!

okaye. *rolls eyes*

17days to christmas.

hug.

im The Simpsons animated show

got this from someone who still owes me bagel and donut and ice cream treat! ~ỡ
Shaka. i was a lil skeptical when i saw my results was "the simpsons" since im not a big fan of and i hardly ever watch the show. but the details pretty much explained it well. and i greatly agree with it. uhhuh uhhuh.

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errrr....

okaye, so maybe i sounded kinda tainted in my previous post. but errr, im prolly not gonna take it back; i still stand by my opinion on arroyo. and about trillanes, well, maybe he didnt plan his plan well so, too bad.

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so anyhooos. im kinda dismayed by a coupla peoples behaviour towards things i shouldnt have[but did anyway] shared some small things with; like how i could make their day a lil better than their all-that day. like how much i wanted to share my little cackle moments with them, hoping theyd somehow appreciate it. but emmm, the feedback felt like a slap in the face when they sort of criticized it. well, my initial reaction? "what the fuck did you just say?!". ergo, i attempted to explain, maybe theyd say something better, but sigh, they just continued to just scoff at it. the thing is, they were very offensively, uncouthly boorish! i dont know, maybe im just being a lil petty about things; but really. its soooo... it may be a small thing to you, for me to be acting frenetic, but errr, what im trying to point out here is the a-p-p-r-e-c-i-a-t-i-o-n. and maybe im joking too much with you that it seems hard for you to sense when i am serious; even if im telling you i dont wanna talk to you or im angry with you or all that jazz. like seriously, fuck off. people have their own art, you love art dont you? you make music. you yourself act. yet you cannot see or even appreciate the artist's work. you quickly pass judgement. then again, ouh well, pigheaded people.

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last tuesday, on the way to school, in the mrt i boarded, there seated an odd lookin, thin chinese man in his 40s. he sported a shoulder-length uncombed hair, crumpled house clothes; sort-of like boxer shorts and white long sleeve shirt, had rough skin, and [i didnt really observe his footgear]. he was seated on the third seat from the left. thing is, the second and fourth wasnt occupied. because... he had long scars on his legs and arms. scars of stitches? his face, seemed a lil gloomy yet kinda scary, though hes not givin the scary looks, kinda like harmfully-harmless? errr...yah. so, he was seated with arms kinda like trying to hide behind him. the thing is, its a lil sad that just because he looked like that, people dont already wanna sit beside him. i was a lil distant from where he was, and i only noticed him when i was alredy seated so dont say "then why didnt you sit beside him?!"
so heres my speculations; maybe he used to be a gangster in the past? or maybe he was a victim? maybe he was a gambler? scarred by the loan sharks who attempted to kill him? he did kinda look scary but he had no weapons...goodness gravy. but then again, us people living in such places really arent used to seeing such people who has such kinda strange "tatoos" on their skin. but also, try to be more open-minded? that not all people here are as of our kind? some may look weird or scary and all yet are harmless? hmmm. isnt it that those civilized looking people are the ones who do more damage than those who !only! look like they can harm others? sigh. really cant blame some people for being narrow-minded and not everyone is as broad-minded as some people.

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dont blame me if i decide not to turn up because ive realised youve incesed me so many times this year alone. and you havent apologized for any single offense. and truly, i dont know what to say anymore.
*zips mouth* G_G