reaching

hmmm, ive been at my best for the past two days. my sound trip; from indie to hiphop to psychedelic to praise and worship. it feels good to actually be back on track. and i miss YFC buttloads. its been 5-6years. i miss the fellowships, the gatherings and the paise and worships. i miss ate juvz and co. we made four songs back then, though i only remember the tune of one song, You Are. sigh. how time flies.

its a wonderful thing for me that the ire in me is almost gone. although we all know the things we go through have reasons behind em, we cant help but to have feelings; anger, sadness, happiness, etc. as of now i dont feel any anger for the person, although i wont deny that the thoughts still haunt me and the pain still there, it wasnt as extreme as before when all i could feel was rage and the thought of harming. i lifted it all up to Him through prayers. time and prayer has done the works for me. and im g-lad.

eye opener

hello. emmm, i dont really know how to begin. well, after this early mornings discovery of something which i actually put on hold til this evening, it made me reflect on things more serious than ever before, the things ive been doing, things i wanna do and the world. maybe some of you may have already known about this but ouh well, i just got to find out about it early this morning. i came across danna's friendster profile and saw a "youtube video" comment. i never usually watch youtube vids on peoples profiles but somehow, this particular vid made me. i watched the first few seconds of the vid and the words i saw, "hell or heaven", "...but something happened in 1977 that brought a dramatic change in the life of dr rawlings [a scientist]..." this gave me goosebumps and since it was already around 4-5am, i decided to watch it today so i wouldnt get scared. well, i had forgotten about it the whole day til around 8+ in the evening and i decided to watch it since i was eager to know what it contains. its nothing horrific like ghosts and all. and this isnt just for the christians at all. this is for all. the vid i posted isnt the same as the one i watched, i chose this vid cuz its more precise. just watch it.




now, correct me if im wrong, we all know that scientists dont believe in God and have doubts about the existence of a deity or similar supernatural and religious claims. and i dont know how many of yall will believe this and its up to you. i just wanted to share it because i felt i had to. like i said, i was never interested watching peoples vids or vid-comments but im sure and i know HE made me watch that vid for a reason. now i may be wrong, overreacting, exaggerating or whatever ya call it for those who arent so religious or who just dont believe but im just doing what i believe i should do. so yep. thank you. read this to learn more. http://www.av1611.org/hell.html
when i was younger, i had thoughts about hell being literally just under us, like how the inside of the earth is made of. well, we will really never know the truth til we all experience it ourselves right? but...

"blessed are those who have not seen, yet believe"