Friday 14 October 2011

damn whatever...

freaking bummer. my wisdom tooth's bugging me again - at the wrong time! damnit. it's makin me not accomplish anything at all! since the other day. the pain is so torturous, all it makes you do is rest it off ;'( unintentionally. 
i wasn't able to submit the help tosh was seeking from me on time...sigh. i wasn't able to study for my Trigo quiz so i did not get to answer anything at all. a BIG FAT zero. had i known, i wouldn't have attended the stupid class and just rested the pain off sumor. i was able to run some errands after the stupid class; @ Walter, withdrew for my supposedly-electricity-bill [only to know the bill will be comin' next week], attempted to buy medz for my damn toothache [they didnt have it so i went home, changed to my slippers, went to my laundrywoman's place and told her to get someone to just deliver the clothes to my place then went SM withdrew and paid for my Net bill, bought medz then went home, bought food, ate, drank medz...still no use...haiz...not surprised if i'll fail my stupid Finals.  damn all the Final projects and exam. BIG DAMN. *blah blah blah*



HAPPY 10th ToshBosh.




Monday 10 October 2011

accept..someone...

to us all...

i know everyone can relate.

Monday 3 October 2011

BV mo, isaac!

zzzz. 6pm-9pm just woke up...finally my eyes are starting to fail me again. tired-eyes & headache back again...i so NEED my specs. thanks to JAY-R for having a rock-body and breaking it back in june? lol.

i didn't know mom's visit here will cause my allowance to drop, tahha. si mummy taga oh...tsktsk. got quite alot of expenses this month summor le, how? buy new specs frame, laundry, clothes for defense, send clothes for repair all these. wahhhh. how sia? ouhwell. whateder.

this morning i snapped at Sir Isaac. all this while, he never elucidated the shits we were supposed to do and suddenly telling us this morning that we don't have Semi-Finals project...i was like "whaaaat?!...blahblahblah...who else knew about this?!" and he was like "blahblahblah...you're not paying attention...". nobody even uttered a word aside from Ella. and then Rannie & Abby turned out to know about it like just recently! the rest of the class? no need to say luh =.=". i reacted with a pretty loud *WTF* and isaac was almost gonna send me out...
i'm not rude in public naman, but if the person you're talkin to is an effed up person, wouldn't you get effed up and talk in an effed up way? in my case i've been keeping my composure but this morning, you get that kinda stuff?! dang. that was my first, by the way. well, he told us to see him after class, we talked to him [he was already cool by then] and i apologized naman, he gave us chance to show him the work on Thursday ;)...


turns out, we've been doing the SemiFinal project for Finals when it should be for SF..the Final project is just the continuation of the SF...getz? ahahah. BV much!
y'know, even if he's a considerate prof, he's not fit enough to be one. he's never been approachable, he never make his answers clear whenever we ask for his help..then he would give HWs and projects that's not even taught or had no introduction about. as in dunnoe anything about that thing then we do our own research we still dun understand so we ask, then he ignore or say a few words oni like =.="
then i pay $$$ fo what?! wahleo, one day, when i blow up, i will talk to Dean uh. from the start already he cocking up...wahlau...what to learn sia. good thing he was replaced by Ms Shiela for our VB sub, otherwise, i'd be dead since then. tahha. ouhwell.

that aside, we went waltermart, the place so sian, nothing much at all but better than nothing. tahha. at least i dunav to go SM to do groceries... ;) good thing it wasn't called WalterMart Lyceum. ahahah, corny lang eh. we played a few games, as usual, im the loser. wahaha. wehhh!? ikaw na... ;p
i haven't been interested in FB since yesterday since i got the camel to do my project! hahaha, galeng ko! la lang, share lang...k. time to rush on my projects edi...my failing-eyes so wrong timing one...just when i need to mug cuz it's FINALS. so the kepokia luh...help me survive, can?


when i woke up, my mind was like...
*yournameyournameyournameyournameyournameyournameyourname*
... =/ lessen jo, lessen!!!
[wonder if he ever feels the same way or he's happy like this ;'( shiiii, weak ko!]




Sunday 2 October 2011

& it's sunday...
time is fleeting..dunoe whether to be joyous about it or not..

yesterday, Ella and i went to Wendell's crib to start on our projects; IWP and VB..i couldn't deliver much..i haven't been doing my best, knowing i can depend and rely on my bestfriend..which is very wrong. hence i can only pipe down when comes to doing work...zzzz. but now, imma do the best i can offer..i don't wanna let the people i love down. *goals and dreams* & my bestfriend's undying effort and support ;D
[i just wish we won't have written exams on subjects/modules we already have projects on =.=" the stress is gonna kill me. i look so malnourished already!]
Ella was allowed to crash at my place for the sake of projects, tahha. awesome! tho, i feel bad i had nothing to let her eat fo dinner & bfast. [sorry i can't be hospitable enough when you're here] i have no fridge kase to stock up food we can cook =/

the communication has died down but the feelings hasn't. not that i want it to be gone...i just need to decrease it so i won't hurt. despite the loads of activities [work =.=] i have, the feelings just sit still there -> <3
i'm proud that my love for him doesn't go away...but i just don't want it to be a 1-sided love later on..when his feelings would fade time and again...it does suck to be a girl...being too emotionally attached and whatnot...aren't we weak after all ;'(

bahhhh! emotions aside, back to work. got my camel ;)



You were caught by a crazy bunch of human-eating tribe and they're going to slaughter you and you're only given only one word to convince them to let you go, what would that word be? :)

"icursey'alltodiebeforemerightnow!" ;p 1 word

anything...whatever ;)

What's the most cheesiest pickup line you've ever heard of ? :)

ahahaha, i do laugh at pickup lines...call me boring or lame and all, but im not a big fan of em, neither sweet talks... =_=" i just want it to come from the heart...

anything...whatever ;)

When it comes to love , are you more of an active(the one to make the move) or a passive(the one to wait for the move) :P ? HAHAHAHA!

i think, being the girl who has the mindset of "guys are gentlemen whom, therefore should always do the initiation", i am more of the passive one. ;p but actually, in any other cases, i'm still the passive one...but it would usually depend on the situation...tahha! [im so long-winded....but i had to put the emphasis...]

anything...whatever ;)

Do you miss high school?

i do.it's where i met great friends that were like my own brothers and sisters.

anything...whatever ;)