only an underdog.

allowed to be instructed...but not allowed to instruct... 

allowed to be decided on...but  not allowed to  decide... 

allowed to be ignored...but  not allowed to  ignore...

allowed to be neglected...but  not allowed to  neglect...

allowed to be loved...but not allowed to love...

FML...

better off dead.
few more emotional shots, and i'm close to death.

i'll be gone before i can finish my journey.